Maybe I'm just a rebel with a cause or maybe I do this shit for fun
Maybe I'm cold and heartless or I know what happens when you're not
Maybe I never let you in cause you tend to break a lot of shit
But in anyway I'm not a rebel without a cause
Maybe I burn a lot I shouldn't cause my inner fire has turned to dust
and maybe i broke a lot of you cause everything in me already is
Look sorry not sorry but this is my hurricane
And i promise you'll only get hit if you're in the way
So I'll appear out of no where and wreck your home
That's what storms do, it once wrecked mine too
Hey look, I'm not outchea looking for trouble
Okay maybe a little but baby don't you stumble
This world double crossed me a couple of times
Once, twice, three times, fuck I was double crossed every time I blinked
We're all swimming in the same ocean so how come every time i sink
It's not the big waves but rather they're going the wrong way
Maybe I keep sinking cause of the way I think
Or maybe all these fucking rules are driving me insane
Stop calling me your daughter cause Ma'am I'm your son
I know you'll never understand now that I'm the only one
Who stands for who they are and not who they're shaped to be
Anyways I said it I'm not a rebel without a cause
Maybe I carry this anger for the man who calls himself my dad
He never became my father that's why I call him Dad
Or maybe I'm boiling inside cause I can't wait to hold those assholes by the throat
The ones who put three bullets in a boy who was just trying to better his life
But they both left him there to die
He was a brother, a son and just another human with many mistakes
But at least he gave his life to the man above right
And speaking of the man above
Someone told me to talk to him like he was a friend
Guess that's why he ain't around when my days turn dark
So now every night I'm thinking this is the end
Pull my trigger, blood all over so for now let's call it art
I mean you painted over it when I told you I was depressed
My own family made it a joke and at that time I was a mess
My mother laughed about the time I wanted to end it, now i got all these feelings I had to suppress
I wrote this one a year ago when i was going through a lot and i haven't been confident to show it to anyone until now. Hope you enjoyed it! If so please don't forget to leave a star or tell me what you think. Thanks for reading.
