teenage blooming

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"I don't think of my self as pretty. i don't think i'm too popular either. i have friends but they are more like people who are nice to me in school. i'm going to my grandparent's for christmas so ig that will be fun.." i look up as my mom screams my name "ALEXIS" she yells from the kitchen. i sigh and close my journal. i walk into the kitchen and say "yes ma'am" in a forced-cheery tone. i don't know why but she pisses me off. she's never given me a reason to be mad at her, i just am. maybe not her but everything.
*the next morning*
it's like 5am and my alarm goes off. i groggily snooze it and roll back over. today was the day we went to my grandparent's. i always dread going over there because of my aunt. she is a bitch. i get along with most of my family but i'm meeting my uncles girlfriend and her kids so we'll see how that goes.
     i hop in the steamy shower. the hot water stinging my arms and soaking my thick curly hair. i run my hands over my face and stand there for a moment. i turn around and let the burning water hit the top of my head, trickling down my face to my neck and down my curved body. about 45 minutes later i get out of the shower. i head to my room, some of my friends say it's nice but it's just a bunch of random stuff. i have led lights like half of the teenagers in the world and a monster can wall which is pretty cool i guess.
i throw on a white mesh top with high waisted boyfriend jeans and my worn out air forces. i add some mushroom earrings and a bunch of small rings. i decided to braid small pieces of my light brown hair and do some light makeup. i add a small backpack purse and jump in the car. i put in my earbuds and looked out the window. as drops of rain begin to roll down the window i drift off to sleep hoping for this ride to never end.

author's note: it doesn't snow in Louisiana which is why it's raining lmaoo but don't judge, this is my first sorry ;)