In His Arms

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THIS STORY CONTAINS DRUG USE AND SEX
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Dan threw the cigar to the soil floor, his fringe flicking to the side. He held phil's hand tightly and whispered
" I love you, " quite often.
That night the pair went home to their flat, what happened in that flat? Neighbours questioned.
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Phils POV
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Dan took me to the bedroom and kissed me with passion again I used to enjoy his sweet nights alone and his surprises he always had in store, Dan meant the world to me, he was my one and only friend, best friend, boyfriend. We often drift apart but this cruel world doesn't support my decisions anymore I plan to take my life tomorrow, it's too much, life is hard and each and every step of the way I die inside...
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Dans POV
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Today I'm going to Pjs house to meet with him and Cat, I asked Phil if he wanted to come but he said he had some important work to do.
Before I left Phil and I kissed and hugged as he waved me off in the Cab as I watched him disappear behind the closed door.
Me, Cat and Pj met in Starbucks as I ordered a Caramel Latte, we sat down and talked for a few hours until making our way back to Cats.
" where's Phil?" Pj asked.
" he wanted to stay home to do some work." I replied.
" Phil? Work? Wow he's changed a lot!" Cat exclaimed.
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PHILS POV
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I'm going to write the note down now in this pathetic notebook I'm writing in now so this is my last diary entry I guess
Stay Cool my Lions, Phil

16.7.15
Goodbye
Well I'm home alone now but all I need to say is Love isn't real...
These past years I've gradually changed, I don't laugh at dans jokes anymore nor do I leave my house anymore either.
I only had one friend and like I said the world doesn't support me anymore, God doesn't want me here.
Don't mourn to long about me, forget me, tell the Phan's the Dan&PhilGames gang, my family everything
PS. I love you
Stay cool my Lions, Phil
Thumbing through my untidy draw I find my medication Tin and grab the M11 drowsiness pills and force them into my mouth.
Moments later I fall onto my bed, vision blurring as everything goes black...
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Dans POV
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" something's wrong, Phil won't answer his phone.." Dan mumbles. " I'm going home so I'll catch up later."
" okay bye" Cat and Pj chime.
Arriving at the flat it is silent, Dan searches the whole place then passing phil's door he catches a glimpse of phil's Jet black hair on the bed.
" Phil? No no no no no!" Dan cries.

The ambulance arrived minutes later Dan shifts into the back of the vehicle with the stretcher, Phil's pulse faint. They rush him into a hospital room and use CPR On his chest as you can see through the frosted glass.
" Dan Howell?" A small older man asks.
Dan rushes into the room to see Phil's almost lifeless body laying on the White sheets.
Dan breaks down and cries, he holds Phil in his arms, kissing his forehead and whispers " stay with me" in his pale ear.
" I'm sorry but he is barely alive and we cannot help him any further.." The man at the door apologises.
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Dan holds Phil in his arms as the Life support monitor slowly stops, Phil grows colder and colder until a flat line and long beep echoes the room
Phil died In His Arms...

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⏰ Last updated: Feb 20, 2015 ⏰

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