bakugou x deku--- love you tender

Chapter 1

My name is Katski Bakugou im in class 1A and I think i have a crush on Deku. Im very aggressive most of the time towards him but that's only cause i like him. Every time I see him I try not to blush but it just ends up with me yelling or hurting someone.. I think my anger comes from my mom she would always slap me or punch me if I did something even the slightest bit wrong. During the Christmas holiday I stay at the school to avoid my mom and try not to get myself in trouble but, when I come home from the Christmas holiday I get hit anyways so there's really no point in even staying there. I mean atleast I can get away from that toxic household for a week or two. I wish I could tell Deku that he means alot to me and that he is the only one that makes me feel worthy of being here but I can't I have to hold my reputation and, plus if my mom found out I liked a boy I would definitely get a whooping for sure. My mom is against that kind of stuff boys liking boys and being happy with the same gender- KACCHAN!— What do you want deku?!
I was wondering if you wanted to come train with me before school? Why would you ask me? Why not Uraraka? Because kacchan I wanna train with you today! Your stronger and your quirk goes boom, boom, pewwww! Okay nerd- We both started walking toward UA's training field all of the sudden the ground shook I looked up and there infront of me was a villan twice the size of the school. I slowly and hesitantly looked over at Deku he had this look on his face, he looked so determined. I started to step back but Deku started to step forward. I screamed at him to step back. He started to run toward the villan. The whole class of 1A saw him out the window they all ran from the classroom to the field. Deku jumped and used his one for all to destroy the villan...Izawa was to late to erase his quirk...All the sudden there was a black cloud of smoke how much of his one for all did he use on that villan? All of class 1A was eagerly waiting for the smoke to fade away. I can see Uraraka is in destress. Then the smoke faded. DEKU!?! Uraraka silently stood traumatized aswell as the rest of 1A. I ran into what was last of the smoke to find deku. The smoke filling up my lungs making it hard to breathe. Is this what deku ment when he said "My legs just move without thinking" it's just like the time when deku tried to save me when he was quirkless it was his natural instinct. This time the tables are turned. Im going to find you deku. It was like a gear turned in my body. I went from running, to sprinting as fast as I could across the long yard with scrap metal all over making it harder to run without tripping. There he was lying there helpless and emotionless, he looked dead but I could see his chest moving up and down. He looked so calm as if he had give up...t-this cant be DEKU NEVER GIVES UP! I could feel cold wet tears rolling down my face..what was this feeling? Is this a feeling of sadness or regret? I hate this feeling so much... I walked up to Deku and layed down next to him as I always imagined. He was so warm and his heartbeat was so calming to hear. Why would he use so much of his one for all? Who did he do this for? He had saved Uraraka many times...he had only saved me once. Was this for Uraraka? Or...for me?... I'm getting to full of myself. why would he ever do it for me? He's so adorable I wish I could just... and then I kissed him. BAKUGOU! U-Uraraka?- Did you just- k-kiss Deku? Yes.. why? I-I like Deku... That's honestly not suprising Bakugou. What?!? It's kinda obvious but I don't think Deku knows. He is pretty oblivious isn't he.. Heh yea I guess so...well I'll leave you two be don't take to long bakugou. Thanks Uraraka. I stayed cuddling into Deku for about a minute or two and then he started to wake up. K-kacchan? Deku?!? What- KACCHAN! wh-what- are you doing?!? Im just- hugging you. You've never hugged me kacchan-. So im not allowed to hug you, you damn nerd? Fine kacchan. REALLY?!? Go ahead kacchan- Deku smiled at me and then I hugged him he went into a shock again but then he hugged me back. I was speechless. Deku saw the shocked look on my face. He continued to hug me. I stuttered. I tried to say something but it was like my ability to speak was taken away. I couldn't control my words- I blurted out something I would regret. Deku I kissed you! What had I just said? Why did I say it? Kacchan. Deku stared at me. He had no expression. I stared back. Kacchan... I stared nervously. Y-yes? Deku started to blush. KACCHAN Y-YOU KISSED MEEEEE!?!?! yea what about it nerd. KACCHAN YOU STOLE MY FIRST KISS!!! oh- sorry i guess... Its okay... I leaned in closer to Deku and he leaned into me.. I pulled away right before our lips touched. K-kacchan? I gotta go Deku. Alrighty then...I started to walk away when I heard a soft cry. I knew it was Deku, I kept walking anyways. I couldn't hold in my feelings and I didn't want to tell him my feelings either. K-k-kacchan. I kept walking. Eventually I got out of the black smoke. Everyone started questioning me. I ran, I ran as far away as I could. I ended up going home. I walked in the door and connected my headphones to my phone as I turned on my playlist. I quietly hummed the lyrics to the songs and soon fell asleep.

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BAKUGOU! I woke up to a loud screaming of my name. BAKUGOU!! The screaming kept getting more aggressive. BAKUGOU!!! I finally woke up. Kirishima? BAKUGOU GET UP EMERGENCY WE NEED YOU AT SCHOOL NOW!!!! What do you mean by emergency? Just come now! Okay, okay im coming.. kirishima started dragging me toward the school. What could they need me for? What could I do? D-did Uraraka or Deku tell everyone what happened?!? Oh shit. Well I better prepare to get yelled at my Iida. Bakugou. Uraraka? What could she want? Yes Uraraka? You know what happened...with you and Deku? Y-yes.. Am I missing something here? Kirishima! Shhhh!! Not the time. S-sorry Uraraka-! I stayed silent. Well bakugou Deku is in the hospital with todaroki right now.. I screamed. WHAT HAPPENED!!! He sorta passed out...I'm pretty sure he'll be fine. Pretty sure! Pretty sure isn't good enough!! I started running toward the hospital. When I got there I burst in the doors. Where is he! The doctor asked me some questions. Whats your name sir? Its Katski Bakugou. Whats your relationship with the patient? Im his... should I lie? If i have a closer relation to him I might get let in quicker. I nervously blurted out. Im his boyfriend miss. Okay you may go in now. Did I even need to lie? Fuck! Why did I say that. I walked in the hospital room. Todaroki!! Todaroki passionately kissing Deku holding him in his arms. TODAROKI!! GET AWAY FROM HIM!! Hm? Oh hello bakugou. T-todaroki what the hell are you doing to him! Oh Midoriya? I was just kissing him heh. Why!! He's just...so..adorable.. I know that!! Oh? Bakugou. Do you like Midoriya? Yes I do now get away!! No need to get aggressive buddy. I took a deep breath....fine I'll calm down just get away.. okay I'll get away..now..was that so hard bakugou? STOP BEING SUCH AN ASSHOLE TODAROKI!! ...an asshole huh?...your the one who left midoriya in the yard crying.. I- I d-didn't wan't to leave him but I had to...I couldn't tell him that Iove him.. there was silence and then. Hmmm. So you love him aswell? Not hard to belive...but who do you think he will pick? Me. The one that helped him get to the hospital and comforted him. Or you. The one who left him helpless and alone in the middle of the yard crying. I was left speechless. Was Todaroki right? Would Deku pick him over me because I have been so mean to him all these years? It wasn't just today...I have always been mean to him. God I hate myself. I should just go back home. What you thinking about bakugou? Nothing Todaroki.. you sure? I ignored him and walked out of the hospital. I slipped my hands in my pockets for warmth and started walking home. I got home and took one hand out of my pocket to open the door, I walked in with my head down. Katski? Is that you? M-mom..? Yes hunny? Your home already? Yes I am I wanted to be home to spend time with you but when I got here you were gone. Where were you? I- I was with Deku... oh that boy? He seems like a nice boy to hang out with. Yea and h-he's really adorable to.. my mother paused in the middle of doing the dishes. She put her head down. Bakugou... i replied. Y-yes mother? She slowly walked over to me with a disappointed look on her face. She look her wet dish glove off her hand then slapped me across the face with it. BAKUGOU ARE YOU OUT OF YOUR MIND SON!?!?! I was speechless all I could think to say was. S-sorry mom. SORRY?!? She started laughing like a crazy person. So your gay..? Y-yea I think so.. well then... I was shaking I couldn't move I knew I needed to leave but I couldn't move a muscle. You deserve this..son.. she started hitting me repeatedly as hard as she could yelling slurs at me I started crying I couldn't believe she would do this to her own son. Whatever you do to me mom I will never love you any less...I love you forever mom..and then...i saw a light, a very bright white light. I passed out...I think...