Curse of the Sun (Selenelion Series #1)

Kabanata 28

This position is so awkward, hindi ako makatingin sa kanya because my legs are still spread widely for him to see my most intimate part. He's still in between and I can feel his gaze up on me, mas lalong nag-iinit ang magkabila kong pisngi sa bawat segundong lumilipas.

Tinapangan ko ang loob ko para magbaba nang tingin sa kanya and he was still staring! My cheeks turned crimson red and I scrunched my face to cover up my embarrassment.

"Stop staring!" Saway ko sa kanya at bahagyang ipinadyak ang mga binti ko na hawak-hawak pa rin niya.

Natawa siya at unti-unting bumangon para umupo nang maayos and when he successfully did, I attempted to stood up too and he was quick enough to grab both my arms to help me get up. Parehas na ngayon kaming nakaupo sa sofa, he was topless and I'm completely naked.

"Gusto mo bang maligo?" Tanong niya ngunit hindi ko iyon pinsan dahil ang bagay sa pagitan ng hita niya ang pumukaw ng atensyon ko.

That's that hard thing that I was feeling on my tummy awhile ago and up until now it's still hard! Umusog ako papalapit sa kanya and I attempted to touch and feel it pero hindi ko pa man iyon tuluyan na nahahawakan ay bumalot na ang kamay niya sa pulso ko para pigilan ako.

Nag-angat ako nang tingin sa kanya at punong-puno nang pagtatanong ang aking mga mata.

Umigting ang kanyang bagang. "What are you doing?"

Umawang ang aking bibig. "I... I was going to... I just don't want to be unfair to you... Ayaw mo ba?" Ilang beses akong napakurap.

I can't believe I'm asking him this! Tangina! Adulting stage?

"I told you, this is not about me... I just want to make you feel good and now I successfully did. Gano'n lang 'yon..."

"Pero paano ka?"

"You've been giving me blue balls since God-knows-when ngayon ka pa ba mag-aalala sa 'kin?" A slight and low laugh lingered on his voice.

Nangunot ang noo ko ngunit hindi ko na lang pinansin ang sinabi niya. All I can think about is his unsatisfied hard thing.

"But that's so unfair on your part kasi... Kasi you s-satisfied me and you're expecting me to leave you undone?"

In the environment where I grew up, sa LA, sa tuwing naririnig ko magkwentuhan ang mga kaklase ko ay ganoon. When a guy pleasures you, they are expecting you to pleasure them back pero si Beau...

He grinned. "Just hearing you moan satisfies me already... And I didn't do that because I was expecting something in return. I did that because I simply want to, you don't have to pressure yourself, okay?" His voice became soft. He began caressing the side of my head as he looked at me with gentleness in his onyx eyes.

"And haven't I already told you that we will take things slow? I will not force you to do things that you are not ready for..." He whispered softly.