Hidden Glimpse of Goodnight (ON-GOING)

PHASE 12

"H-HOW did t-this all h-happen?" I asked stuttering. My tears continously fall as i stared to Him.

My m-man

My childhood F-friend

My lost ... memory?

"It's a very long story...and i don't want your brain to force you that much on remembering me. It's too risky,Seya. All i could do is to stay with you"

My heart bleeds again. My tears could'nt stop flowing.

How cruel is the world i live in that i end up like this?

"I ... could'nt really remember y-you...", sumisinghot kong sabi.

Hindi ko na alam ang sasabihin ko. Naubusan ns ako ng mga salita para isagot sa mga rebelasyong nalaman ko.

One time , i also remembered that someone said that we came from US. Mommy and Daddy said that I was Born and Raised in US but something happend in our businesses so we need to Come home here.

I was already Eleven years back then when i first taste the flavor of violence.

In those years, i am always longing for someone who could cheer me up when i need someone to stay beside,after my Father would hit me.

"It's better not to if it's for your own safety", he sighed. "I know you have a lot of questions in your mind but i don't want to talk about it right now. I'm not avoiding it, pero Seya Baka mapano ka kapag pinilit ko pa ang mga nawala mong ala-ala and besides, you already unlocked something this day. That's already enough...for now"

Kevin wiped my tears and kissed my forehead. He really likes doing it and i'm addicted to it.

He is the missing piece that i need to complete.

"I'm sorry for making you cry....what should i do to make you stop crying , hmmmm?" He asked

I smiled softly.

"Maybe if you Reminisce those times...you'll know",

Natigilan naman sya kapagkuwan ay ngumiti ulit. "I think i know now"

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"Good Morning Babe!" Kevin greeted as soon as i entered the kitchen.

"Goodmorning too", i greeted back

"How's your sleep , hmmmm?" , he asked while eyes still focusing on his 'dish'.

After our talk, the revelations. Kevin promises me that whatever happens he'll stay by my side. Ipaglalaban niya ako dahil yun ang bagay na matagal na niyang ginawa kung hindi lang siya natagalan sa paghahanap sakain.

He said we could possibly be happen

That night, It was the first time in my life that i had cuddled someone in bed as i slept. I was so happy even though my mind was still in chaos, i'm happy and i felt so safe.

In his arms,i am always safe.

"It was fine,katabi kita eh" , sagot ko. Bigla akong nagulat ng mahulog ang sandok na hawak niya sa paghahalo ng kung ano mantong niluluto niya.

I saw him held his hands to his chest and deep breathly. Tumawa tuloy ako sa ginawa niya.

Parang tanga

"Do you know that someone---i don't know the name of that motherfucker but , yeah , as i said , i heard someone dies because of too much 'kilig'. If i did'nt control myself i could've died seya! Why did you do that ah?!" He asked. Horrifying.