I've always loved him. We've been best friends since birth, but the love I've had for him changed from platonic to lustful. I don't know when, but it did and he drives me crazy. I don't want to give in to my feelings. I don't even know if I'm gay.
He also broke my fucking arm!
I don't know how to compute these feelings and thoughts. I just hope they don't blow up in my face.
