Camp Popstar (A Niall Horan Fanfic)

12. Realization and A Broken Heart

🎶It isn't easy, for me to let it go...🎶

Chapter 12: Realization and a broken heart

(CRYSTALS POV)

There he was. He had been sitting right there, whispering in Demi's ear as she giggled girlishly.

He had leaned closer and closer, their faces barely an inch away from each other. He was smiling and she was blushing...they looked like one of those perfect couples from the movies.

That was the moment I realized that he wouldn't want me. I could have Demi Lovato for goodness sakes. I had swore Niall had told me they were just friends...but whatever. I got it now. Niall had some nerve, telling me he loved me and then going off to be all couply with Demi.

Fine Niall, have fun with her.

My mind was swimming, a sharp pain in my heart stabbing harder with every step I took. That was the moment I realized that I love Niall Horan. I had full blown fallen for him. And the only problem was that he had moved on.

"Crystal! C-crystal!" Someone panted, yelling to me from behind. I turned to see Niall running towards me, his face desperate. I wasn't falling for his tricks again. I really trusted him.

"Seriously, Crystal!" Nialls Irish accent echoed to my ears. Hearing my name from his lips was so perfect. But it would never work. He was a player, just like all those other boys I'd been with. Just like Nick. I broke into a run as his shouts grew closer, until I reached my cabin. As soon as I got inside, I slammed the door shut and locked it, sliding onto the floor. And then, for the second time in two weeks, I broke down in tears. My life was messed up. Seriously messed up. I needed music. Pulling a notebook from my backpack, I grabbed a pen and stuck it to the paper.

I was going to spill all my feelings into this one song. Well Niall...you gave me a broken heart but you might've also given me a hit single. I guess I'm becoming like the next Taylor Swift...

(NIALLS POV)

I could barely breath through the icy cold air as I hopelessly chased the one girl I was so in love with. She didn't understand my logic. There was no hope for me and her to end up together. I'm just a small town boy from Mullingar who got lucky and got into a huge band. I could never end up with a girl like her...she was so out if my league. But I could at least try. I thought jealousy might help me get her. Man, I'm so stupid. I've only made it worse. I should apologize.

I WILL apologize. She deserves to know the truth. I let out a deep panting sigh as I reached her cabin, knocking my nearly frozen knuckles on the door lightly.

"Crystal...crystal, open up. I'm sorry, I need to tell you the truth." I forced my vocal chords to work. I heard a muffled sob from inside the cabin...oh my god, was she crying? A pang of guilt washed over me. She couldn't cry over me. No, no that just wasn't right. "Crystal, let me in." I said again, leaning against the door.

"Go away." Her angelic voice drifted back, followed by a weak hiccup. My heart hurt. I had caused this.

"I'm staying here all night if I have to." I said firmly. I would. No answer from Crystal. Turning on my heel, I ran to my cabin as retrieved the biggest jacket I had. I grabbed a blanket too. Running back outside, I sat down on the cold doorstep and prepared to stay the night. I would, if it showed her I was sorry and that the little *fake* display that i had had with Demi meant nothing. The door was suddenly flung open, shocking me slightly as Crystal frowned at me. I was face to face with the girl who I was head over heels for. But at this moment, she didnt seem to like me very much...

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NIALL. WHAT DID YOU DO. ~Aimee :) .xx