Beyond Broken

Chapter 1 Im a mess

Natalie's P.O.V
"I hate it, I hate it why the hell does this always happens to me why me. Just leave me alone" I scream across my room. I'm just a mess at this point I can't think straight my brain is just a mess.
Oh yeah your probably wondering what's happening well... I can't really understand myself so I think you can't either. I just got the worse news... And that's, that my dad isn't going to be with us anymore.
Yup... He had to get fucking arrested I HATE HIM!!! Why does he ruin everything. First my brothers then me.
I can't stand knowing this but what can I do about it nothing really. I have to stop crying about this I'm 16 I can't be doing this anymore I can't! I look at the time and notice that it's almost time for me to go to school 8:10 a.m. I can't, I don't want to be there anymore I just wanna stay in my room where all I can do is cry.
I hear my mom calling me down to go but I can't go not like this. She starts to scream at me to get down but I don't.
She goes up to my room screaming at me to leave so I start screaming back at her. " LEAVE ME ALONE!! " I scream
" IM NOT LEAVING YOU GO DOWN STAIRS AND GO TO SCHOOL! " my mom screams. I don't fight it anymore I can't it's not worth it I don't even know why she's getting in to it because I barely get to see her she doesn't even know the real me she knows the one that smiles every day. Not the one that cries at night the one that cuts because of the hate.
She just needs to leave me the fuck alone at this point... I'm over it! I get up and run downstairs and run to the door I slam the door and I'm out the door.
I'm not even sure if I should even go to school or if I should skip. I end up going because knowing myself I'll probably going to do something really fucking stupid! I get to the one place I don't wanna be and there he is...