I woke up to go to school. Ugh I don't talk to anyone but jasmine. I feel that I am comfortable with her and only her. But that's in school out of school I have Archie, Veronica, Toni, Cheryl and also Sweetpea, but sweetpea is always in his room. I have his Instagram though so that's enough. I am comfortable with them and Jasmine only. I have a problem with public speaking. I hate it honestly. I never want to do something like that. I walked into my bathroom and I saw Toni.
T: Please Betty let me use it I only have to pee. You take forever
B: UGH!!!!
and I slammed the door. Deep down I really didn't mean to but she does know that I get cranky in the mornings. While I was waiting on her I was making my bed and getting my clothes out for school. She came out the bathroom and opened the door for me. I looked at the clock and it said 7:30 okay I have 30 more minutes so I am going to take 5 minutes tops in the bathroom. I made my way into the bathroom. I used it, flushed and washed my hands. I grabbed my toothbrush and toothpaste. I brushed my teeth of what felt like hours. I washed my face. I opened Veronica's and Toni's door and saw Veronica still asleep.
B: Wake you're ass up
T: I know she always sleeps
V: I'm up
B: No you're not not get you're lazy ass up
V: Otay
B: Now if I come back in here and you are still in bed.. That ass is mine
T: Sus?
B: Mhm
V: Wait what?
B: Nothing just get up and get ready
V: Otay
I closed their door and went out of mines. I closed the bathroom door and walked over to my watch. I put it on my wrist and it sensed something. It turned on and it reviled the time. IT'S 7:50
B: OH SHIT!!!
I don't have time for anything. I need to hurry. So by that I put my clothes on and put on Toni's hoodie. It's black so..yeah. I did my hair into a low ponytail and grabbed my cheer stuff and my school bookbag. I made my way to the living room. I saw Jughead come out of his room and we greeted each other.
J: Good morning Betty
B: Good morning
We put his bookbag onto the sofa and got on his phone. I got onto mines as well. We started dating on the 21st of October. Life was magical. We all loaded up in the van and went to school. We dropped Jughead off to class and I gave him a hug. Then I dropped off Toni to class and then I was all by myself. I was fine as long as I have music in my ears I'll be fine. Archie and Veronica had different directions to class. So I didn't walk with them besides I don't want to be a third wheel. I made my way to my class and got on my phone. I started playing games until my teacher came in.
T: Good morning y'all. Ready for math?
I surely wasn't ready. I am good at math but I hate it with a passion. I was always a science person. I did my work and got out of class. I made my way to my next class. I saw Jughead but didn't say anything I was too scared because we are in public, he was far away, and also I didn't want to sound like a stalker so I just remained silent. I went into this horrible teacher's place. I liked human geography but I hated the teacher who taught me these things. I met a really great friend by the name of Tim. Tim was really nice. I make for guy friends the girl friends because I feel like guys understand me better. Girls are way too girlie for me I don't even paint my nails. I don't know how to do my hair. I hate the beach. Yeah I am a mess but in the future I hope to change that because I don't think Jughead would like it if I'd acted like a guy. I get picked on by my face. Body. Shoulders. I mean at first I wanted to know was I really living just for people to pick on me. I wanted to end everything when I was little. But now I am 14 I'll be fine now. I think.
It is November 21st and school is over and I had practice. I got out of practice at 6 and I went to take a shower. I got out and I got a notification I read it and it said.
*Jughead Doesn'tmatter is typing*
I opened it and started texting
J: Hey Sweetpea is getting off of work do you wanna come pick him up with us?
B: Us?
J: Yeah Mr. Andrews, Veronica and Archie is going.
B: Alright I'll go too
J: Alr
I got dressed and made my way to the car.
B: I'm here Dad.
D: Yeah Jughead told me you were coming.
B: I only see Archie and Veronica where is Jughead?
D: He is right there
B: Right where
D: In the third row
I looked behind me and saw him.
B: Why are you back there?
J: I just like it back here
B: *giggles* Okay
We pulled to his job and waited. All of a sudden I felt me seat go back. I looked at my dad and he was on his phone this is going to be very awkward. I saw Jughead's lips connect to mines then I pulled away. I looked at him for a moment.
J: What's wrong
I kissed him and we had a deep passionate kiss until I heard giggles from Veronica. We pulled away and she saw us. Dad was still on his phone. Archie is on his. We thought that we were caught. Sweetpea came and Archie was in the middle. I always bug him with his name.
B: Hey Sweets
S: Sup
B: How was work?
S: It was alright
While driving back everyone was on their phone. Dad was driving while talking to Archie about some game they wanted to debate about. Veronica was looking at tiktoks that showed dogs. She was in awe. Sweets was on his phone with air pods in his ears. I was looking outside when Jughead was at the crook of my neck. I looked over and I started playing with his hair. I started kissing my neck. I wanted to moan so bad but I couldn't. I tried so hard to not moan it was eating me inside. Then Jughead whispered in my ear.
J: Pull
I pulled his hair. He moaned into my ear. I tried so hard to keep a great body posture.
J: Harder
I pulled as hard as I was holding in my moan. He whimpered and moaned. Oh fuck. Now I need to take another shower. I can't be going to bed wet. That wasn't like me. God how I wanted him to ruin me. Once we arrived home he stopped kissing my neck. I stopped pulling on his hair. It was awkward but I loved it. He sent me butterflies throughout that whole car ride. I made my way straight to the bathroom and took a shower. While I was taking a shower I was smiling. For the first time in forever. I always cried in the shower but now I didn't I feel fine actually I feel free. I Finally Feel Loved.
A/n ~ Hey sorry but that day was really long. I know that I kept saying "loved", "was", "had" and stuff like that you'll see why when January comes. Reminder this chapter is only in November. My next chapter will be December (My birthday) stay tuned.
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