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chapter two
I knew I shouldn't do this. I already had scars up my wrist but I couldn't help it. My mind kept replaying the images of mean comments. I thought back to yesterday when Harry and his friends showed up at my house. No one liked me.
I slid the blade across my wrist wincing from the pain. Red blood gushed out and I watched as it trickled down my hand. Right before it left my hand to hit the ground I placed a towel over it to stop the bleeding.
"Honey, dinners ready." My mom called.
I cursed under my breath and began searching for a bandaid to cover the bleeding cut. I hurriedly fixed myself before heading out. I gave a weak smile to my parents as I sat next to my dad.
"Claire why don't you say grace tonight" My dad ordered more then asked.
I sighed, grabbing their hands in my own.
"Dear god, thank you for the food you lay before us.." I trailed off, opening my eyes. I looked towards my mom for help.
'And thank you for all that you do for us, amen' She mouthed.
"And thank you for all that you do for us, Amen." I breathed out and dropped my hands to my lap. I was never good at giving grace. I didn't know what to say.
I grabbed a piece of bread and some salad, adding a little more lemonade to my cup. I wasn't very hungry and all I could think about was the comments that said 'fatass'. I was only 120 pounds, average for my hight but I guess I didn't look like a super skinny model either which is what people preferred.
"What's that on your wrist?" My dad asked, leaning forward to get a better look. I panicked and shoved my hand under the table.
I looked over at my mom with pleading eyes. She knew about the bullies but my dad didn't. I knew he would be disappointed in me if he found out.
"I-I cut myself." I stumbled over my words.
He continued to stare until I gave him a fake smile. He didn't look convinced but he still looked away.
After dinner I made my way to my living room and turned on "How I met your mother", my favorite show. My dog, Paster, jumped up on my lap and cuddled with me as I watched. The show was funny and thats the reason it was my favorite. It made me laugh when no one else could.
I was about to fall asleep when I got a notification from this new app I got called Kik. I only got it because I thought I could chat with people who didn't know who I was. Maybe make an online friend? I checked my messages and saw that I had one from a username called DaddySty.
DaddySty- Hey babygirl.
I didn't know who this was but I replied anyways.
ClaireeBear- Uh who are you?
DaddySty- That's for me to know and for you to find out ;)
Why was he winking at me? Didn't people only do that when they liked you? My heart rate picked up once I re read his message.
ClaireeBear- You seem nice :)
DaddySty- I want to get to know you..
ClaireeBear- Okay what do you want to know?
DaddySty- I want to know if you'll be my babygirl if I'm your daddy.
I was shocked at his words. I didn’t know much about this stuff but I’m pretty sure it was some type of sexual kink. The only person that will talk to me is someone with a daddykink?
ClaireeBear- I guess.. I don’t really know what that means though.
DaddySty- Daddy will teach you ;)
I didn’t reply after that, almost falling asleep on the couch. I made my way to my room letting my dog sleep on the end of my bed while I scrolled through my phone before going to bed. I got another notification from Kik and I opened it.
DaddySty- Don’t ignore me babygirl or else I’ll have to punish you.
ClaireeBear- Punish me?
DaddySty- Yes, bend you over my knee and spank that perky ass of yours.
I could feel my cheeks heating up at his suggestive words.
DaddySty- Would you like that, babe?
I chewed on my finger nails nervously typing with one hand.
ClaireeBear- Yes daddy I would.
Why not play along right? I locked my phone done for the night. I fell asleep that night not knowing what was the come the next morning.
ps. i want to see 50 shades of grey so badlyy. i think im going to bring my older sister with me to see it haha. ALSOOO IMPORTANT- there isnt any daddy kink in this story unless people want there to be. youll see why i did that in the next chapter.
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CyberBully | h.s au
FanfictionClaire had a hopeless crush on the schools most popular boy, Harry. She wish she had the courage to tell him the truth but from all the bullies that she deals with, her confidence isn't very high. She only fantasized of him, knowing he would never d...