𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙝𝙪𝙙𝙨𝙤𝙣𝙨

𝙏𝙧𝙮𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙣𝙚𝙬 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙜𝙨

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arianas pov

"would you like me to be" he said as i looked at him. confusion on how to answer. "would you like me to be dominant" he said. the battle i was having in my mind. i had the chance to be dominanted by the man i loved. still only being young learning the things i like inside and outside the bedroom.

i had always wanted to used sex toys and bondage. but never had the chance. he mentioned them. now asking me if i wanted him to be more dominant. my sexual fantasies had a chance of coming true if he was. yet i was still only used to vanilla sex. when blake covered my mouth nearly suffocating me, i felt arousal more than i ever had. the occasional pinning of hands was enough to make me more aroused.

"ariana" he said. "if you want it to happen tell me" he said. "yes" i said as he looked at me. "well looks like we will have a talk then" he said as my eye widened. "but for now" he said pulling my normal cotton under pants down. "you forgot got about clit stimulation sweetheart" he said touching my sensitive clit. feeling his fingers rub slow circles as my back arched.

his pace speed up. feeling myself needing the release already. i felt myself cum but it didn't seep out of me, the tampon. "already done huh" he said smirking. "stop" i said sitting up grabbing his hoodie putting it on pulling my pants back up. "is there toilets" i said. "yes there that way" blake said pointing out the window. "also" he said as he leant in the front as he grabbed something.

he handed me the tampon. "thanks" i said nervously. he smiled as i opened the boot again. seeing about 6 cars still parked around. most were dark so still lit. there were people definitely sleeping and some were fucking. it was definitely happening. i ran to the bathroom and locked the stall. i pulled my pants down sitting down pulling the tampon out. i quickly cleaned the mess coming out of me up.

i replace the tampon with the one blake gave me pulling my pants up and flushed the toilet. i quickly washed my hands making my way back over to the car. i got in shutting the boot behind me as blake looked at me. "all good" he said as i nodded. sitting cross legged beside him facing him.

blakes pov

"good" i said kissing her forehead. "you said yes" i said as she nodded. she was nervous and embarrassed. "why did you say yes" i said looking at her. "multiple reasons" she said. "ok" i said. "do you want to be, if you don't. you don't have to be for me" she said. "you have no idea how much i do" i said.

"you remembered me mentioning sex toys" i said. "mhm" she hummed definitely embarrassed. "hey there's nothing to be embarrassed about" i said as she looked at me. "it's just us too talking ok" i said. "it was gonna come to the point where we needed to talk about this stuff anyway" i said. "what stuff" she said.

"what more we want from each other, in the bedroom and out" i said as she blushed. "let's stay in the bedroom for now" i said. "ok you wanting me to be more dominant. why" i said wanting a clear answer. "i've never experienced anything other than vanilla sex" she said. "i wanna try stuff and you nearly suffocating me with you hand just made me more aroused" she said.

"as i said vanilla sex was boring to a point. and i think i want to learn what pleasures me. don't get me wrong sex with you is pleasurable but i sorta want more" she said. "i agree" i said as she looked up at me. "we all have things we like and i agree with you. i want more too" i said. "it's probably why sex wasn't the same with the girls before you" i said. "most of them didn't make me finish. hardly any for a while i'd have to do it myself" i said.

"and if we take this step into the bdsm world it can be quite traumatic in some areas" i said. "i'm going to use baba and dad as an example. they used a lot of the common stuff" i said. "but they don't use it in the dom and sub ways" i said. her eyes filling with curiosity as i said that. "i don't mind if you want it the basic way that most people use the equipment or if you want to go deeper" i said.

"deeper" she said her eyes sparkling. her answer was within milliseconds of my sentence. "ok but we don't tell anyone in the house. because if we try some of the more fucked up stuff, they don't need to know" i said. "mhm" she nodded. "how do you know so much" she said. "i researched it" i said. "never actually fully done anything to those extents. i mean i've used hand cuffs and rope before" i said.

"never really looked into for filling fantasies" i said. "why not" she said. "no one to do it with. i was a player and i couldn't just do it on some drunk girl who couldn't give a good fuck in the first place" i said as she chuckled. "fantasies are something else" she said. "they are because deep down that's what you really want" i said as we looked into each other eyes.

we could both see that we were hiding our desires. "have you disgust any with noah or will" she said. "never, we may not care if people are watching us fuck someone but we have never sat down and talked seriously about sex" i said. "mmm" ariana hummed. "have you shared yours with anyone" i said. "no" she said, there it was the embarrassment again.

[READ!! btw if there is any kinks involved when this is happening there will be trigger warnings at the top of the chapters. because they are experiencing in the book there will be some kinks that can trigger people or make them cringe]

"are you embarrassed of yours" i said. her eyes instantly connecting to mine. "no" she said nervously. "hey stop being embarrassed i'm willing to try anything with you" i said. "that's if you want to" i said as she nodded. "ok we can talk more about it tomorrow" i said as she smiled. "can we just sleep here" she said as i smiled. "of course we can" i said as she took my hoodie off.

she put it to the side sliding under the blanket. i turned the fairy lights off pressing the lock button locking the car. [they don't have shoes on they took them off] i slid down as she cuddled into my chest. my arms wrapping around her.