Each time your name was mentioned, I indulged in the subject
They watched me dream forever, desire you like a fool
A pathetic crush, they say 'surely you know you'll join the rejects'
But I was determined to prove this was more than a pull
Of hormones calling, wanting, reducing me to something
I can't phantom, why's this happening to me?! I attempt
Dribbling love notes--i wanted none of this but a complete nothing
I've become for you and nothing's worse than keeping you a secret
Say, please say you'll share same boat with me travelling
Far from all gossips and sugarcoated lies and I'd show you
How miserable I am without you, quite disheartening
To claim I'm nothing wholly empty with cravings stately true
With crossed fingers, I walked to you and struggled to keep still
Failing miserably to conceal my bashfulness, I must confess
How strikingly gorgeous you are up close, and without skill
My eyes droop under my twitching lids but I speak regardless
Your looks questioned my audacity and I neglected
The formality in your tone as if you wanted to partake less
In my company and with brief words than I expected
"You're too young for love" were your only utterance