So here I am, staring at the seconds on my screen...
Seeing it rise, making its way to midnight..
For a new year to start...
Here I am, crying my eyes out....
All alone, on new year's eve...
Here I am, breathless and weak...
Waiting for a sign from you, to bring me home.
Here I am, just wishing, hoping and trying to believe..
That I'm worth it, that you were worth the wait.
I've sacrificed, and I got lost.
And here I am in a midway, staring at two doors.
Cause that's your fault.
Splitting my life into two to run away, is your fault.
You torn my world apart and walked away...
So here I am, staring at the seconds on my screen.
Seeing it rise, making its way to midnight..
My heart beats faster, I take shorter faster breaths.... I'm panicking..
Until my heart suddenly stops....
Tears dries....
And I sigh..
- Ash.
