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i cant

" Vics POV "

i started to wake up.. everything was blurry at first but then it started to get clear..i was in the hospital.. and i had all these wires on me..
it was about five minutes later when a nurse came in..
hello victor or vic she said..
um hello? i replied.. she seemed very nice she had golden blonde hair that was rapped in a bun..she had a nose piercing and bright red lipstick on..
I'm jamie i will be helping you for about the next 2 days she smiled..
2 days? 2 fucking days? what is this shit? i thought in my mind..
the doctor will be in soon hun anything you need? she spoke.. but i shook my head.. and about a minute later the doctor came in and pulled up a seat next to me. hello victor im doctor tony.. im here to talk to you about why you did this and after a friend is here for you. i grinned at him..
i tried killing myself because i felt worthless to the world..
he looked upset and told me i would have to take depression pills for now on.. i will bring your friend in he smiled and walked out..
jesus i hate telling my problems to people i hate it.
i heard foot steps running down the hall and then he walked in..
kellin was standing in front of my bed crying his eyes out..
i was kind of happy to see him.