Letters For You. || Woosan

First Letter...

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02.03.19

Hey Wooyoung..this is your best friend San... how are you?

you probably will never ever find this Letter but thats even better for me.
You looked stunning today, please be a little more confident alright? Confidence looks good on you.

I dont know how to start..
I recently found myself thinking about you.. you must think i am crazy....well, maybe i am?
To fall in love.. with you, the same gender... a boy with the cutest smile ever, is the most painful yet most  beautiful thing ever.

I dont know, where and when these feelings came.. and i hate that you didnt even try, to make me fall for you, but i did.
I know me liking you is disgusting to you and i know that you wont ever accept me and my feelings i sadly feel but i just want you to know, that i wont stop liking you that fast. I want you to treat me bad and make me suffer to lose these Feelings.
I want to stop loving you..it hurts.
But please keep hurting me.. i will always love this pain if its you, who is the cause of it.

I am sorry for loving you.

Sincerely, San.