Letters For You. || Woosan

fourth Letter...

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12.03.2019

You and him seem very close. Who is he?

.....Hello Wooyung...this is San.

I know i shouldnt be angry, i have no right to be.
He seems nice.. his smile is nice. He also smells good..  I guess, thats everything i am not.

Why dont you ignore him too? Why do you still ignore me? What did i do wrong?
It feels empty without your smile.
I feel lonely without it.

But you're with me forever,
A deep wound that will grow along.

I miss the hard times I spent with you
more than any of the good memories with anyone else.
I'm suffering because I want you to be on my side.
Even if it hurts, it's okay if it's you who gives me such Pain.
Even if they are sad memories, it's okay if they're mine.
I'm okay. Thank you...

Why.. do i love you? Why do i love the pain?
Why cant this be a movie?
even if it's not happiness, even if it is unhappiness.. it's a gift you gave me, I thank you.

I want to stop loving you...

Sincerely, San.