BROKEN

Chapter 1 THE ROOTS OF ALL EVIL

Felicity POV

I hate my life now. My husband, Jeremy and I have been married for 3 years. And he's cheating on me. At first I was devastated, angry and ashamed. Why the hell he's cheating? I didn't spoke to him for the next few days. After I calmed down, I feel like we need to talk about this and try to resolve these issues. I go to his office and sitting on the sofa near his desk and talk to him.

"Why?" I ask.

"It's just sex. I don't have feeling what so ever towards her. Really I'm just bored with our sex life." Jeremy says as he looks to my eyes.

"Why don't you say anything to me? Don't blind side me. We can always work it out." I can feel my tears starts to fall.

"Do still love me?" I ask Jeremy.

"I love you so much darling, I love talking to you, spending time with you. It's just I need more..." He said it with such ease. What an asshole.

"Do you still want us to be together?" I asked, feeling defeated

"Darling, of course, I feel really happy whenever I'm with you, I feel totally compatible in every way with you. It just... " he's paused and look into my eyes.

"not in bed" I finished the sentence for him. And by the look in his eyes I know I get the answer right.

"Look, how you feel about open marriage?" he asked boldly. I just stare blankly and tried really really really hard to process all of this.

"Do you want to have a failed marriage?" Jeremy start to taunt me. He knows me well, I always wants to be the best and I always tried to avoid failure especially my business. And know he treats our marriage as if it's just another business proposal.

"I can't think right know. This all too much for me to comprehend." I said with a loud sigh.

"Look, I know it's hard for you, but I promised you it's just a phase for me. Hopefully it'll pass soon enough." Jeremy try to convince me.

I was a virgin when I married him. He was ecstatic when he knows I was a virgin when we got together. He even tried to have sex with me before we tie the knot. But I want to save myself for him until we got married. Now I feel like, maybe he grows tired of me because of my inexperience.

That night while I cry silently alone in the guest room (I can't stand being in the same room as he is, my heart still hurt badly) suddenly I think about my best friend Greg. He always tease me because for all the years we are together as best friend since elementary, I never had a boyfriend. Greg on the other hand have tons tons of girlfriends. There was countless time when I have to be the one to give him all the love letters that few of the girls are too afraid to give it to him when we were young.

*Throwback*

"You know Faye I think Mr. D is the one who's going to take your virginity." He said while looking at me with serious stare. My friends and family call me Felice, but I don't know how it starts but he always calls me Faye for as long as I remember.

"Who's Mr. D?" I ask. Secretly hoping that D stands for Mr. Donovan.

"Dildo, you silly girl." And he laughed really hard until tears start to form in the brim of his eyes.

*Back to present*

I can't stop thinking about how all the girls wants to be with him. Well he's handsome, that's for sure. But I can't help to think that it seems after they had sex, all his girlfriend starting to be possessive and go crazy on him. I really think he must be really good at it. And the fact that his body is to die for is definitely helps.