It's Not You, It's Me | Jonah Marias

𝑪𝒉𝒂𝒑𝒕𝒆𝒓 𝑰: 𝑶𝒖𝒓 𝑷𝒂𝒔𝒕 𝑴𝒊𝒔𝒕𝒂𝒌𝒆𝒔

*𝐅𝐢𝐯𝐞 𝐘𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐬 𝐄𝐚𝐫𝐥𝐢𝐞𝐫*

𝗂 𝗍𝗁𝗈𝗎𝗀𝗁𝗍 𝗁𝖾 𝗐𝖺𝗌 𝖽𝗂𝖿𝖿𝖾𝗋𝖾𝗇𝗍 𝖻𝗎𝗍 𝗂 𝗐𝖺𝗌 𝗐𝗋𝗈𝗇𝗀

"God why do you have to be so stupid Y/N!" Jonah exclaims

"ME! You're the one who almost got in jail because you were drunk driving and also almost got us killed dumbass!" I yell back at him

"I'm done with this conversation" Jonah says

"Fine. I don't care anyways" I say

I walk to our room and slam the door

"We need to break up this isn't healthy" I say to myself

Jonah opens the door and see me in tears

"Baby I'm sorry" He says

"No you're not. This has been constant for over 2 years. I'm done Jonah. I think we should break up" I say before I start crying

"If that's how you feel that's fine. I'll leave. I'll pack my things and get out your hair" He says

Jonah packs his bags

"Goodbye Jonah" I say

"Goodbye Y/N, you were my everything" He says then walks out the door

He drove off in the Minnesota sunset and thought to myself I'm not gonna see him again but I was wrong

*𝑷𝒓𝒆𝒔𝒆𝒏𝒕 𝑫𝒂𝒚*

It's been 5 years since me and Jonah broke up, We're both 23 now not the same immature 18 year olds we were. We both live in LA now but we haven't seen each other at all. I think I'm catching feelings again, I've seen his bandmates but they haven't spoken to me. Did he change? Does he still drink and drive? Is he the same narcissist man he was? I guess I'll find out sooner or later

𝒂/𝒏: 𝒔𝒐𝒓𝒓𝒚 𝒊 𝒌𝒏𝒐𝒘 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒊𝒔 𝒌𝒊𝒏𝒅𝒂 𝒂 𝒔𝒉𝒐𝒓𝒕 𝒄𝒉𝒂𝒑𝒕𝒆𝒓, 𝒎𝒐𝒔𝒕 𝒐𝒇 𝒎𝒚 𝒃𝒐𝒐𝒌𝒔 𝒇𝒊𝒓𝒔𝒕 𝒄𝒉𝒂𝒑𝒕𝒆𝒓𝒔 𝒘𝒊𝒍𝒍 𝒃𝒆 𝒔𝒉𝒐𝒓𝒕 𝒌𝒊𝒏𝒅𝒂 𝒍𝒊𝒌𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒊𝒏𝒕𝒓𝒐 𝒕𝒐 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒃𝒐𝒐𝒌 😂 𝑰 𝒉𝒐𝒑𝒆 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒍𝒊𝒌𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒃𝒐𝒐𝒌! 𝒊𝒈: 𝒄𝒖𝒕𝒊𝒆𝒎𝒂𝒓𝒂𝒊𝒔_.