Christbella Lake

chapter one contued

I turn and walk away from my Father. As I reach the door, I turn and say. " I'm sure Mum will forgive me for not being here tonight ". I dont give him chance to speak again. I just slam the door on my way out.

I run up the stair and go to my room. Once there I walk to my window and look at the rising sun hoping in some way it would burn me. So I could at least feel peace. I know it will never come As I'm thinking this, I hear my phone play bleeding love. 

I pull it out of my black pants pocket and flip it open. I don't look to see who it is. " Hello ". I snap. I then hear the voice. I love most in this world. "Chris what's wrong have, I done something wrong you left me so fast ". My hurt and anger fade.

" No Sam you did nothing wrong it was me ". I pause thinking about what to say. " I came to you earlier without feeding. I'm sorry Sam it was stupid of me". He speak's now. " No my love, Chris it wasn't stupid. I know you would never hurt me. I love you Chris ".

There is a long pause and  then he says. " Chris I think were should leave her together tonight. I can't live without you ". I'm quiet trying to work this through. Do I run with the man, I love and hope we can be free or stay and try and find away to be together with out fear of death to Sam.

 As I  was thinking this through. I hear my Father's footstep's aproaching my room. I have to get of the phone now. " Sam. I have to go my Father is coming. I will see you later, I promise and happy birthday my love sleep now. I will see you tonight at our place, I love you ".

I don't give him time to answer. I hang up and turned my phone off before going to my door and opening it.

 I turn back to my window. As my Father walks in. I don't look at him. I just shout. " WHAT DO YOU WANT NOW WHY CANT YOU JUST LEAVE ME ALONE ". He doesn't speak straight away. Then he say's in a calm voice and using my full name which. I hate.

 " Christbella my daughter we need to sort this out before you leave. I dont want any ill feeling between us ".  I can feel the anger run through me again. As he try's to make me feel like I'm  hurting him.

I turn to face him and, I shout. " I'M NOT LEAVING HERE WITHOUT SAM NOW WHAT DO YOU HAVE TO SAY TO THAT LORD DRAKE ".

 I turn away again. I could feel my blood boiling in my vein's. I have to calm down, my fangs are out if, I'm not careful. I will end up attacking my Father so turned to look out the window. My Father snapped back.

 " THAT IS IT CHRISTBELLA YOU WILL NEVER SEE THAT HUMAN BOY AGAIN AND THAT'S FINAL ". That was the final straw. I snapped with fang's extended. " I HATE YOU WHEN. I LEAVE HERE. I WILL NEVER RETURN. I WILL KILL ANY GUARD YOU SEND WITH ME ".

He turned and touched my arm. " My daughter please listen to me. I'm sending Seth with you ". This shock's me why Seth. I find him a pain.

When I was younger and, I would play my Father up. My Father would send Seth to stand over me god he was a pain and, I don't think he has changed any.

" Why can't I be with Sam Father, I love him. why Seth you know we dont get on ". I have calm down a bit. I  just hope, I can stay calm because my fangs are throbbing.

 " I know, I'm being hard on you but, I'm doing it for your own good. I'm trying to save you from alot of pain and heart ache in the future. As human's have a short existence ".

 I know he is right but that still doesn't help me. I should be allowed to choice my own fate.  

" I know what you are saying is true father but, I still should be allowed to choice my mate. What  if I change Sam in to one of us ". He look's at me.