#theplaylist. | heeseung x sunghoon

#una.

109 minutes & 44 seconds

Dito muna tayo hirang, patigilin sandal ang oras kahit saglit..

"Sa tingin mo magiging ayos lang ang lahat?" Heeseung asked his head laying on his lover's arms as comforting arms wrapped around him. Doubts, fear.. all of this are running through his head right now.

"Dahil ba to sa mga nabasa mo kanina? Hyung, I told you don't mind those comments." Sunghoon said with a soft sigh as he pulls Heeseung closer to him.

"Hindi maalis sa isip ko.. what if, dahil sa atin everything would suddenly fall apart? Lahat ng hirap, hindi lang natin kungdi pati ng mga kaibigan natin mababalewala." Heeseung was close to tearing up as his voice cracked. Noticing this, Sunghoon pulled back a bit and cupped Heeseung's face.

Nakahimbing sa bisig mo, hindi lumilikot, hindi kumikibo. Ito and paborito kong pagsuko..

"That won't happen. Totoo na mayroon talagang hindi makakaintindi hyung, but, it isn't always on the negative side, as far as I know mas marami pa ring sumusuporta sa atin ngayon, may mga nawala man, doble doble naman ang naging kapalit nila. So you don't have to worry your pretty little mind okay?" Sunghoong said softly caressing Heeseung's cheeks as he smiled.

"I hate myself, ako dapat 'tong maging malakas para sa atin. Pero look what am I doing, doubting everyone, doubting myself, doubting us." Heeseung sniffed feeling ashamed of how easily he felt affected. Mas dapat paniwalaan niya yung sinasabi ng mga taong mahal niya, their members, Sunghoon, their management but Sunghoon always understood him. How he always overthink things and keeps worrying so he never failed to be there whenever Heeseung needs him.

Malamig ang gabi, ikaw ang kapiling. Mundo'y natutunaw, pahinga ko'y ikaw..

"Shhh, it's okay hyung. I understand. Alam ko yung takot mo but, mahal kita e. The world could betray me for all it's worth pero ang hinding hindi ko kaya ay yung mawawala ka sa akin." Sunghoon smiled as he swipes his thumb on Heeseung's reddening cheeks.

"Alam mo ikaw, yang mga banat mo ah. Ikaw babanatan ko jan sa susunod." Heeseung tries to hide his kilig as he makes an angry face who turned out to be cute making Sunghoon coo at him.

"Basta kung banata yung laban, okay na ako sa sapakan hyung. Pero gamit lips ah." Sunghoon teases once again before he winces as Heeseung landed a soft punch on his chest.

"Ewan ko sayo Park Sunghoon." Heeseung huffed but smile after as he stares at Sunghoon.

Dito muna tayo, dito ka lang muna sa tabi ko. Dito muna tayo, hayaang huminto sa pag-ikot ang mundo..

Staring at Sunghoon's face, all the doubts and fear was washed away from Heeseung's mind. 'Ito, ito yung dahilan ng paglaban ko, at hinding hindi ko ito isusuko.' That is what's in his mind. As long as he has Sunghoon by his side, hinding hindi siya bibitaw at patuloy na lalaban para sa kanila.

"Maraming salamat hirang ko." Heeseung said cupping Sunghoon's cheek with one hand.  "Mahal na mahal kita."

"Mahal na mahal din kita, dito lang ako hirang ko." Sunghoon said softly before leaning to place a soft kiss on Heeseung's forehead, the tip of hi nose and his lips. He then pulled the latter closer to him closing his eyes with a smile.

Hinto, hinto, hinto... bitaw.