Desision of death

A New Feeling

I walked into the dark room unable to see anything. My phone buzzed in my pocket as I started to put on music. A new message from my aunt "sorry to say nephew but your uncle just died." I put my headphones in and clicked on shuffle and closed my eyes.

Screaming and yelling crowded my head as the music played while I slowly laid on my twin mattress, geting comfortable. I started to sing along as the choirs of "Frank Ocean's Pink Matter" came along while my eyes slowly grew watery so I closed them. I soon fell asleep to the soothing sound of slow music playing over and over in my head. I soon awoke in a gasp from lost of breath, hoping to catch a glimpse of air while it felt like a force closed against my heart. I could barely talk or move, I tried to scream but nothing came out as I stood to my feet and started coughing blood. I finally got some air to my body as I took a deep breath but a sudden pain came, as if I was consistently stabbed in my heart.

I quickly started to squeeze my chest as my fingers slowly sunk into my skin feeling like I'm pulling my skin off my chest. I fell to my knees my legs grew weak as my vision became a blur of darkness. I felt my body come to afloat and hit the ground. Screaming and yelling started to play in my head as I fell into a black obliss.

"If you have a problem then you can just leave Micheal, I have no problem with out you in my life! I came in this world without you I can leave without you!" Takenya's screaming kept playing over and over again as I slowly fell into a glass kelidascope filled with colors that would not fit on the rainbow. As I broke through the glass I landed in a land of darkness. A drumming noise kept playing as my dead grandmother slowly walked toward me. Her cold dead hands put fear into my soul as shivers and goosebumps rolled down my body. I could only see her body her face was still covered in shadows.

"Never let a female take your soul" my grandmother exclaimed as her face came into the light. Her face was dead with long black hair drooping from her rippled skin. She had no eyes and vanished slowly and a loud scream bloated through the darkness.

I awoke up to the sound of a steady beat of the heart monitor while my blurry vision became more crystal clear.

I was confused about what happened to me. I had no idea how I got here, I started guessing what happened but each failed attempt made me get more scared if I was in the biblical pergatory or not. I started breathing harder and harder as my breaths got shorter and shorter and the heart monitor started constantly beeping faster and faster. I hear nurses rush into the room as I catch my breath while the nurses are telling me to breathe.

"C'mon breathe slowly in and out, in and out"the nurse said with her hand on my shoulder showing me how she wants me to breathe. My breathing soon overlaps her as we start breathing in harmony.