[ᴇᴅɪᴛɪɴɢ] 𝐅𝐎𝐑𝐂𝐄𝐃 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄 || 𝐲𝐨𝐨𝐧 𝐣𝐞𝐨𝐧𝐠𝐡𝐚𝐧

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~AU👁👄👁

     "What the hell!" Yeonhee screamed as the door swung open. Everything flashed through Jeonghans eyes. Fear, anger, sadness, relief and every single emotion you can think of. All these emotions flashed through him he wasn't even sure which one to showcase. He stepped back as Yeonhee made her way through the house, looking around and then back at him. She pointed at him, angry. "What the hell are you doing here?"

     All she knew was this was your new house, she didn't know about Jeonghan and his family. She was clueless. So you could only guess the amount of surprise on her face when suddenly Jeonghan whipped the door open in nothing but shorts and a t shirt. Clothing you'd only wear in the comfort of your own home. Yeonhees blood was running through out her entire body quickly, her face turning red with anger. So many questions that she wanted spurt out. Lastly she glanced up at the staircase. Staring down her childhood friend that stared at her with utter shock an disappointment. So many thoughts were running through Yeonhees thought after seeing you in almost the same exact things he was wearing. She scoffed out a breath, opening the front door and shutting it right after. "Oh, I get it now..."

     You screamed after her, running down the stairs hoping to clear this confusion she had... there wasn't any confusion though. You knew what she was thinking and part of that was the truth. Jeonghan had feelings for you, you couldn't even deny it. The both of you've done things behind you significant others backs, the only person who had a clue as to what might've been happening was Mingyu, still he was too delusional to accept the truth.
     —Yeonhee on the other hand. She was as clueless as everyone else. You ran towards the door hoping to save the longest and really the only relationship you ever wanted. You could feel Jeonghan hold onto your arms, tears welling up into his eyes. Muttering apologizes, as he didn't want you to leave.

     You shook him off glaring as hard as you could. Anger filling ever single bone in your body. You tried to hold yourself back from smacking him in the face. In reality, it wasn't even his fault to begin with. You tried to fight that urge to slap him, yet the eagerness was too over bearing. Your hand landed on his cheek. A burning sensation filling your palm and the right side of his face. A tone of hatred, words like venom flower out of your mouth. "Don't fucking touch me. I really hate you, Yoon Jeonghan."

     Jeonghan raised his hand to hold his face. Glancing up at you. He could finally see it. You finally read you like an open book. He could see your anger, the pure hatred you had for him. The amount of pain he caused you. That same amount doubled for him after he saw that glint in your eyes. The fire that burned behind them. He was the spark that started that fire. It kept raging and raging, tearing down everything in its path.
     —including your own sanity. His thoughts were filled with one thing and one thing only.

     It's all because of him.

     He's the one.

     Yoon Jeonghan was the cause for it all.

     That's what he was reading through your eyes. His heart crumbled as you stared at him. He hated that look you gave him. A murderous gaze as if you could tear every limb of us body. He took the blame entirely. He couldn't and wouldn't find any fault in you. Because it was you.

     The one person he found love for. One person who could he never fathom. The now closed off book was open. The ice Princess was melting from the fire that was him. It was his fault. Now he had to watch you leave, hating his very existence that stood in the same spot. How could he not hate himself now that he's realized your true heart.

     You ran towards the car that was driving away, you shook your head. Wanting the car to pull to a stop. You couldn't let Yeonhee leave. She was like your sister, she was family to you. You loved her, and you didn't want to lose her. You blamed Jeonghan for this, ignoring the fact that you were as big of a role as he was. Guilt was ripping you apart and you took it out on Jeonghan, just like you always have. You put your hands on the hood of the car, stopping her from driving. You stared at her in the drivers side. Her eyes welled up with tears, the crystal clear droplets hanging on her waterline. "Yeonhee, please stop! Just talk to me—"

      You were interrupted by the loud noise of Yeonhee pressing the button in the middle of her steering wheel. You flinch away from the loudness, still crying. Yeonhee yelled from inside the car. "Go away!"

     "Yeonhee! Please! Just let's talk! I promise it's not what it looks like!" You cried from infront of the car. Yeonhee shut her eyes shaking her head vigorously. She didn't want to listen to you. She was afraid of what she was going to hear... in the end. She couldn't ignore the tears that escaped your eyes. So she reached down to the door handle of her car, pressing a button. The doors unlocked and Yeonhee just nudged her head towards the passengers seat.

     "Get in. Don't make me regret it." You could only nod you head, dragging your feet to the passengers side of the door, taking your spot silently.

     While you left in the car, Jeonghan remained in the same spot. Rubbing his face and the tears that managed to fall. A bunch of choices popping up his head. That moment. Jeonghan came to a final decision. The decision to leave. A way to protect you...

...Was to protect you from him.