Turn Around - JJ Hamblett/Union J fanfic

"NO" I screamed and cried down the phone to his sister who had just told me the news. This can't happen to me, not now, not ever. Ryan was gone forever, just one minute we were celebrating the news of our first child and the next minute he was lying in the road with a sheet covered over him. I can't be a single mum at 19. Noone will ever want me or love me anymore. I don't know any boy who would go out with a girl pregnant with someone elses child.

I can't deal with it anymore. I hung up and ran out into the woods. I watched all the men in black hoodies watch me run past not bothered that it was past midnight. I couldn't care less if they took my purse that I dropped on the floor all I wanted was ryan back in my arms. I reached the tree house where we first met when we were 10. I sat on the small wooden chair he built in wood class in year 9. I knew I had to stay for our baby if would never let me go from the world for him. I looked up to the moon and whispered "I love you ryan". I knew he would stay with me forever and always no matter what happened. I just wish he was here with me.

One of the boys approached me. I got up to run but he grabbed my hand. I screamed for help but none was coming. I feared me and the baby were at risk. I tried pulling away but he just stood there. I was too weak to attack him anymore and when I eventually calmed down he sat me down and asked what was wrong. I decided I couldn't keep it to myself any longer so I told him about me and ryan but I couldn't tell him about our baby. Who knew what could happen if I told him that but he was very patient with me and was a good listener. He eventually spoke once I had finished and said "hi I am jj" he pulled down his hood and my god he was sexy. "I'm Jody" I said shyly not realising how flirty it seemed. We talked for about 2 hours about Ryan, which allowed me to feel slightly more aware of what had happened but by sharing it, it allowed me to calm down and be the fun person I normally am.

"Umm I need to go back to my flat JJ thanks for everything" I said realising it was 3 in the morning. He wouldn't let me go on my own, I was mad enough going out at this time anyway. I decided to shut up about my life on the way back and listen to a bit more of JJ's as he barely got a word in earlier. I couldn't wait to meet him next weekend so he could see how I was doing dealing with the death of Ryan. I learn't JJ was in a band called Union J which seemed really cool and he seemed like he couldn't wait to introduce me to them. We reached my flat and gave eachother a friendly hug, but it felt a bit more than a hug... surely he only has friendly feelings...right?