𝘽𝙇𝙐𝙍

¹𝖕𝖎𝖔𝖓𝖊𝖊𝖗

" I couldn't heal because I kept pretending I wasn't hurt "

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《 ᗩ ᒍIᑎKOOK ᖴᗩᑎᖴIᑕ 》

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" It hurts but it's okay...I am used to it "

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Jin, a struggling college student, struggling not because of his grades or money but a mentally struggling lad. We hear about those everywhere, everyday nothing to be pitied for.

Jin may not be living a great life but he was really prideful and well we can say was good at hiding stuff Alot of it.

Some secrets are meant to be kept. We have a life to live and sometimes we can't afford all the sadness in our life to take over, well that's what jin had in mind anyway.

A year back his mother passed away. The mother who he loved more than anything in this world and well...we can say that things went down from there. He was a senior in highschool at the time. He was told that she died in an accident when she was headed for a meeting

She was a business woman after all. A rich, classy, good looking, dominant woman. The ones we only see in the movies. Jin didn't agree to the fact that such an event could take place. But accepted it none the less

His father...Well he was a writer. And about his parent's love story, each time they used to tell him a new version of it which was totally different from the ones he had heard before, having one thing in common all the time..the place where she confessed to him

When she passed away his father did not agree upon taking her place in the company after all he was simple man and didn't anything outside of his books
Jin was to young to be doing that at the time so they trusted all that to his mother's best friend also her secretary at the time

His father, her funeral was the first time he ever saw him cry, bawl his eyes to be exact.

Jin never got along with his dad, no particular reason but they were just awkward with one another and never talked much which became worst after the absence of his mother.

Both thier eyes were always swollen, not meeting one another, they never really talked much after the funeral just when It was necessary whether it be about food, studies, and the bills....you know the usual.

He asked jin what he wanted to do next in his life but jin never asnwered that question just lowered his head and walked away mumbling a little " I don't know "

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Now the film major lad, jin was kinda famous in his major a beauty with brains he was called and who doesn't like those, thery are rare in this world afterall.

His looks and brain got him quite some attention which he didn't need nor wanted but came his way anyways

Many approached the lad but were not talked to and the lad didn't seem interested. He wasn't rude but came out to be.

So here he was called the arrogant Prince which he didn't gave any attention too.

[ JIN ]

Another day but the same bullcrap..oh and yeah I don't like cursing or rather I don't like to curse, my mother didn't raise me that way.

I don't like people, don't hate them but like won't be the suitable word to describe them either.

Why I chose film out of all the things, well my ONLY FRIEND, Min yoongi is the answer.

We've been together since highschool and I can say that he is the only one I trust in this time and space.

He is a music major, super gay, has a boyfriend named hoseok, cold and rude with everyone except me and his boyfriend , doesn't give a fuck, plays piano and raps...like real good and that's all you need to know about him.

And how he got into a relationship well it's complicated...a story for some other time.

I am suffering from severe depression and have anxiety people say I am pretty good looking but I don't like myself...but my self hatred don't have a affect on my mental health so I guess that's just an opinion.

Since mom died life has been the worst it ever was. It's like I lost the purpose to live. I changed, people lose thier loved ones every day and some might say that I am too sensitive...what if I am ?

Stupid dad, it's been a year and he still cries when thinking about her. Pisses me off for some reason

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On my way to my university, a stupid brat almost hit me with his Mercedes.

Thank God he pressed the brakes at the right time or I was dead.

I fell to the ground shielding my face with both my hands as a brat from the car came rushing towards me.

" If you have a death wish better jump off from a bridge or something or even better watch where you are fucking going " he said while pulling me up

Huhhh ?!!!

" Instead of apologising you...you...don't you have any shame or manners. YOU ALMOST KILLED ME ! " exclaimed the younger his legs shaking from all the shock

" Thank the heaven I stopped the car bef-" before the said male could complete his sentence jin's legs gave out as he fell to the ground once again.

The male sighed before holding jin bridal styles and talking him to his car with every protest that left the elders mouth was answered with a " shut up " from the male holding him till he seated him in his car.

" W-what are you doing ? " Questioned jin

" Trying not to create a scene in the middle of the road " asnwered the male and drove to a safe place

Jin was showering questions like " are you with the mafia " " I swear to god if you are planning on kidnapping me let me tell you we are not that wealthy " " Heyyyy !!!! Let me off " on him the entire ride

When the car came to a spot he opened his door went to the elder, picked him up bridal style once again and jin slides an arm around his neck so that he wouldn't fall.

The male toke him to the side walk and dropped the male, causing him to fall on his hip

" Ouch !!! What the hell ?! " jin questioned in pain

" What a werido " mumbled the male as he headed towards his car leaving jin on the ground with one hundred dollar

" We are even now " he said and drove off

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A/N :

Heyoooo my jellies !! Just was sitting on my bed and suddenly his idea popped up in my head so here I am.
I wonder if I should go what I'm thinking of doing next or maybe not ?!
I am not sure if the other members are gonna make some appearances or not..
Let's see if they do !