Forgotten

1 - Band mate & Band regret.

"Gerrie! wake the fu*k up! You're never going to believe what just happened," August said like a 5 year old. I look up with a blank stare. "Um...Okay?..." I say slowly. "Our new guitarist is coming today!" Austin says with such a big smile. I smile at his excitement, "Oh right! I totally forgot. When are we meeting em'?" He stares at me. I look at Austin warily. "He's in your living room, waiting to meet you..." He says, as he rushes out my room where the rest of the band is. I stood up awkwardly, as I traveled down the stairs. 

As I near the living room hallway. I can tell laughter was present. Wow this guy must be amazing...Or so I thought. My band mates were all huddled in the couch (with Mr. funny guy), like they already knew each other for so long. Their backs were facing me, so I my-stupid-self decided to interrupt them.

"Hey," I say lightly leaning on the wall, with my foot awkwardly bent.

The guys all smile and greet me, but what catches my attention is him.

He stands up and walks towards me with a little smirk on his face.

"Hi, my name's Tristian, I'm your new guitarist...you must be Gerrie?" He says innocently.

My face turns straight and unemotional. "It's geraldine to you, Gerrie is what my family and friends call me." I say as I turn and walk to the kitchen.

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Her POV.

I open the fridge, seeing as I was craving shit. I didn't know what was running through my mind. I was just so hungry. Fuck. Why is he here?! Of all people it had to be him. I here someone behind me. Or Some poeple behind me... As I turn around with bread in my mouth. I see Austin, and Dan with pissed off expressions.

"What?" I say with my mouth full. "What?! What was that about?" Dan says very furiously. You see Dan can be very strict for a drummer... I look at Dan smiling a little hoping he would forget.

"Tristan is a good guy, what's your problem?" He says a little bit...just a little bit softer. I stopped chewing and swallowed slowly. "He's my ex-boyfriend... He's the reason why I'm here. Why I'm like this." I say weakly.

Austin walks up to me and says, "We need him. Just let go of the past, and move on." If only you knew..."Okay," I say whispering. I knew I would regret this. But they needed him. We need him. I don't. But I'd do anything for the band. My boys.

I walk to the living room, and saw nothing. "He went to use the washroom." "Okay..." I say leaving to go back to my room. "Just tell him, I said I can't wait to work with him," I say sarcastically angry, as I walk up the stairs. Austin and Dan laugh thinking it was funny.

I walked into my bedroom without hesitation pass the bathroomm in the hallway. As i closed my door shut. I breathed out harshly walking towards my room to change. I took my pants and t-shirt off and walked towards the mirror. I looked at myself up and down. Do my thighs look bigger than before? "No," Tristan says as he walks over to my half naked self. Shit, did I say that out loud? "Yes, I believe you did," He looks at me through the mirror smiling cheekly. "And... I think you look pretty sexy," He says putting his hand on my waist. I froze. I felt so insecure, who did he think he was walking in here like still knew me. "Why are you here Tristan?" I say in more of a statement. His face drops. and becomes serious.

"I missed you."

"You don't get to after what you did to me," I turn to look at him.

He grabs me harshly so that my face is breathing upon him. I couldn't look him in the eyes, so he whispered in my ear.

"I'm going to be here for a while, so you should get used to it," He says letting me go and walks out the room quietly. I wrap my arms around my body feeling vulnerable. I opened my bathroom door, and fill the bath up. Once it was filled fully, I step in and just lay down. I just layed down wondering how my life would have been if i stayed with him.

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UHMM so this is kinda bad. But whatever. BTW*** SHE"S NOT PREGO! It may seem like it but she just has some issues. Please give me some feeback I'm still knew at updating. :) x.