Boobs or Bum ~ Niall Horan Fan Fic

Chapter One~ the begining

Authors Note

so guys this is my first ever fan fic :/ im sorry if it sucks im trying it out for a change. i hope Y'all like it even though im better at imagines but oh well :) and well please dont copy any of this i made this all up by myself ! I am working really hard on this ! okay and did you know plagerism is illiegle and you can be charged for it? so please dont take any of my ideas. so yeah aha. I love you all! thanks for reading! here it goes!

Chapter One

~Sophia's POV~

As i was walking home from school i knew it was one of the worst days. I got the rudest comments thrown at me today. The comments have been so bad today i just wanted to die.So when i got home i went into my drawers to surch for my blades. I couldnt find any of them where were they? As i was going out to get more blades I got a skype request from my best Friend Niall. We have been growing apart resently because of his rising fame. As we were skyping we were talking about the randomest things like allways. We were talking about my favourite bands, favrouite foods right now his never changed allways nandos mine right now was Subway. Then i got to the part that i really wanted to ask him so i did.

"Niall will you be my Prom Date?"

I knew right away that was a mistake because he looked taken back.

"Hey, never mind i just wont go. Don't worry about it. You are still my friend no matter your disition."

"Sophia I will go with you to your prom don't worry about it. Hey this is a great chance for us to throw you a party then you get to meet my best friends!"

After he said that he went to get food because he was hungry. Oh my he knows how much that pisses me off. Anyway so i thought this would be a great chance to scratch my forhead but i guess not. I have been trying to hide that i cut myself from Niall for the longest time but i guess the cats out of the bag now.

"Sophia what's that on your arm? Wait is that scars? Have you been cutting your self? Please tell me if you are i want to help you!"

"Niall fine I will tell you the story but you have to listen and not interupt."

"Fine."

~Flashback~

I was at school today and I don't know what happened I have never gotten comments like those before they were just horrible they were calling me fat , a whore (which im not I'm as pure as snow) ,people yelled at me to kill myself and that went on for all day. Then when i got home it was even worse my father yelled at me saying that i was a mistake and I was worthless i started feeling like that to. So I went on my twitter account and saw that the only mentions I had were Follow for follow, can I have a shoutout stuff like that. None of them knew that i was best friends with Niall because I knew all they would want is a DM to him and everything like that. I just wanted to be normal. So i created a whole tweet well rant about how much i felt worless and i wanted to die. It went like this 'I hate how all my mentions are like can i please have a shout out , follow back ect. and i am starting to feel worthless. Os that all im good for? I'm starting to feel horrible and that i want to die. I just want someone to talk to. That's all i want. I hope you don't think that im being selfish. I just want someone to talk to. Like because all of my friends at school are being total bitches since i moved here i hate it i wish i could move back home. So that's my rant oh and i wont follow any of you back in till i have people to talk to.'

Then i got to tweets from two amazing girls Anna ( my twitter friend now) and Nishat. They have been really good friends to me and i can talk to them about anything. Still though i felt really bad about myself. From then on i could talk to them but not how much i Missed my best friend. I started cutting and from then on I did. From then on I kept cutting.

"See Niall that's why i have been cutting i miss you, all the bullying everything."

"Sophia stop crying you are starting to make me sad. Just remember that you can skype me and talk to me if you need anything. I'm so happy that you have those friends on twitter. I'm glad you can have people to be there for you. Oh i have somthing to ask you, but you will havebto wait till your granduation day! "

"Niall tell me!"

"I can't !"

After he said that my dad started yelling at me. I knew it was time to get off my laptop.

"Niall I have to go! Cya tomorrow ! " oh and my prom is the 15th of June! Be there or be square! bye bye Niall!"

"Bye sophia!"