I rule my life not you!

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a/n: this is my first story sorry if its starting out a little slow it will get better just needed to get in the basics of the story =] plz keep reading

 It was one O'clock in the morning and i hear the door slam."Great the bitch is back" i mutter to myself. i stick to muttering when shes not in the room because when i say things aloud she hears them and things just get worse for me so i stick to muttering under my breath. Downstairs somethings shatters and i hear a curse. " Arianna!!!" my mother screams drunkenly from the bottom of the stairs.

I get up and pull on a t-shirt and some shorts. Running downstairs " Yes mom?" i said. "Pick this mess up, and do it quietly. I'm tired and i'm going to go to bed if i hear one noise i'll be very angry." with that she walked around the corner. "This is such bullshit!" i whisper to myself but do as she ask and then head to take a shower  and then hit the sack myself since the first day of  school is tomorrow. Before i fall asleep my last thought was "Tomorrow will just be another fake ass day of me pretending to be perfect with the perfect life. Nobody knows about that night in the woods nobody but my friend jack who was nowhere to be found."

~next day~

i wake up to and alarm clock screaming next to my bed, i hit the snooze button and fall  back asleep for another fifteen mintues untill the alarm went off again this time getting up i shut the alram clock off throwing the covers off i jump out of bed and head over to the mirror looking at my self with my black hair and pale blue eyes and my tan skin. I decided that i look fine enough today my hair didnt dry all funky last night i turned on my starightner , and walked over to my walk-in closet, grabbing the closest decent outfit to wear. I pulled out a dark hollister skirt that had rips in it, i immediately put it back my mother bought me that one weekend on her drunken shopping sprees, and i just wasnt feeling the slutty look she wanted me to have. I walked in the closet again and grabbed a pair of light ripped skinny jeans  and grabbed a dark purple shirt that said aeropostale going down the side in white lettering.

Pulling on the outfit i looked anywhere but where the scars were on my stomach and side. After i had my shirt and jeans on i grabbed my black nike high tops sitting over by my door and walked back over to the mirror adding the make up and doing the hair then i walked in the bathroom finishing my morning routine by brushing my teeth.

Pulling book bag over my shoulder i grabbed my keys and phone off my night stand and heading out my bedroom door down to the garage when my phone vibrated i looked down and it was a text from my best friend Erica

Erica: hey can you pick me up?

Me: sure goin to dunkin donuts grabb some money k =]

Erica: yes!!! i was hopin you were goin there =] im ready when you are.

With that i slid my phone into my back pocket and jumping into my lotus exige which is black with yelloow strips. pressing the button to open the automatic garage door i turned the key in the ignition and as my car hummed to life i felt my energy leap up i loved driving my car it is just amazing. I sped out of the garage and drive way and to Erica's she was already waiting since she knew how i drive.

"hey hoe!" she says to me i just wink and say "hey skank" right back. This is our everyday greeting.We always get wierd looks for it but that only makes us laugh more.

pulling up through the drive-thru we ordered our usual and were off to school we got there right on time cause all the other people from our group were showing up. The cheerleaders, the jocks, the dancers. You probably think im a cheerleader, well your wrong im a dancer cheerleading to me is pointless yes its almost the same but with dancing i dont feel stupiud screaming pointless cheers. They all gathered around my car, since this is there first time seeing my new car cause i refused to use it over the summer i used my mustang whenever i hung out with them.

I motioned for Erica to get out and we both got out slamming the doors i locked the car and spoke to our group. "hey guys, i know my car is lookin good but close your mouths i dont want drool on it " i laughed and they just laughed with me.

"hey lily!" Erica said "round up the squad were gonna have practice during first and second get them passes if they need them. please" she ended with a smile and lily just smiled back lily is Erica's little sister, Erica loves her but she doesnt go easy on  lily in school people already think she only made the team because of ericas captin postion on the squad. which is totally not true lily is an amazing gymnist.

"RINGGGGGG!!!!!"

"shit"i mutter "sorry guys i'll meet you fifth out on the field" and ran toward the front doors to get to class as it was the teacher hated me she'll lock me out this time i know it.

i got to the door as soon as she was shutting it she gave me a death glare. " your lucky we have a new student that walked in right before you or you would have been locked out dont think i dont remember your history of being late from last year, this year im sticking with my desicion."

"whatever miss k i really dont care it will only hurt you in the end" i  said and laughed while i walked to my seat in the back. the whole walk back i felt eyes on me i turned aroung before i sat and say strikingly green eyes staring from the new boys face and they were so captivating. i shook my head and sat down.

a/n: this is my first story im posting on here so i would like some feed back tell me if its any good and ill keep writting. this is just the start so im sorry if it was a little boring but it will get better as we go along. LEAVE COMMENTS PLEASE!!!!!

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