Nothing Left To Fear (Book 1 of 2)

First Tour Day...part 1

Please be advised that this part of the story will be broken into four parts due to the differences in place and time. But since that is the case, you get a better feel as to how Brianna deals with things and why she handles things the way she does.

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Nathan’s POV:

First day of the tour. How do I describe this feeling? Amazing? Average? Awesome? Ok, too many “a” words, but I think you get the idea. The first day of any tour is always nerve-wracking and I’m even more nervous because my girlfriend is my dancer. You’re probably thinking, “Nathan haven’t you done this multiple times?” and the answer is yes. However, I’ve never had my girlfriend as one of the dancers. To say I was nervous would be an understatement. What if I screw up and she breaks up with me because of it? “Nathan, you won’t screw up and I won’t break up with you.” Oh shit, I said that out loud. “Yes Nathan, you did say that out loud.” She’s such a smart ass. “I guess I should learn how not to say my thoughts out loud huh?” I questioned. “Yes, you should. Now can we get up? I’m hungry.” And right on cue, our stomachs growled. “Well aren’t we two peas in a pod?” I swiftly got outta bed and headed to my closet to pick my outfit of the day. Considering that we only have two hours until we head to the studio to meet Jayne, I picked out something simplistic. I chose to wear khaki shorts, my red “Everything I do, I do it big” shirt, and my red NY hat since we would have to change before the performance anyway.

Once I have my outfit together, I walk outta my closet to see my beautiful girlfriend in a black lace bra and panty set with one of my white button-ups. I know it’s rude to stare but how can I look away? I can honestly say that she has the best body I’ve ever seen. She has curves in all the right places and her skin is baby soft. I’m definitely gonna need a cold shower later. “Hey Nath, you don’t have to stare. You can touch." HOLY SHIT! Should I go to her or get in the shower? My mind says shower but Nathan Jr. says go to her. I didn’t get enough time to decide before Bri walked over to me and put her arms around my neck. “You know Nathan, most guys would’ve come to me but you didn’t. Why is that?” DAMMIT!!! Why didn’t I go back? “Uh well…I…uh…” How am I supposed to focus when she’s stroking the hair at the nape of my neck? “I…er…I wasn’t completely sure if you were serious.” WORST EXCUSE EVER! “It’s ok Nathan. Whether you came or left, I still would’ve had to get in the shower. Speaking of shower, I’m gonna go grab one.” I simply nodded while she headed to the bathroom.

Since I had nothing to do while she’s in the shower, I headed downstairs to the kitchen, where all the guys were fully dressed. Damn, I’m last. “Nath, why aren’t you dressed?” Tom asked. “Bri’s in the shower. That should explain enough.” I didn’t mean that in a bad way, she just likes to relax in the shower and those normally last for about half an hour. So…yeah. “Just curious Nathan but how’s the relationship going?” I’m quite curious as to whether I wanna tell them the truth because it sounds girly. “Honestly, it’s going great. I haven’t met someone that complements me so well and her smile is just breathtaking. I know that this may sound girly but she’s that one girl that I would wanna marry, have kids, and grow old with. I know that we’ve only been together for 3 months and known each other for 5 months but I can honestly say that…” And hold for dramatic silence. “I, Nathan James Sykes, am completely and utterly in love with Brianna Carmen Williams and plan to marry her.” Seems like a lot for a short relationship but I definitely don’t plan on being with anyone else but her; I just hope she feels the same. “Wow, baby Nath’s growing up. Huh guys?” Leave it to Jay to make a joke at a time like this. A chorus of “yeah” and “mhmm” went around until Siva spoke. “I understand that you’re in love with her but do you know she feels back?” Woooooooooooow, way to dampen my mood. “I…” I couldn’t even finish my sentence before Max jumped in. “Siva, I know you were just asking but we all know how in love with Nathan she is. The way she looks at him is the same way he looks at her. Both of their eyes shine brighter when they see each other or someone is talking about them. enough about how your eyes shine, the real question is when you’re gonna tell her.”  Woah, I sure as hell didn’t know all of that but it’s good to know that the feelings go both ways. But am I really ready to tell her how I really feel about her?