Chapter 14
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I lay there a little while later, and thought about what just happened.
I am no longer a virgin, omg.
I turned and looked at Justin's face. He looked slightly worried, probably because I was just lying there not saying anything.
"Uhh, are you okay Tina?"
I nodded and got off the bed so I could slip on some clothes.
Was I okay? Was that the wrong thing to do? I'd never felt so out of control, this is something I'd never felt with Taylor. I felt like I was MEANT to be with Justin. When I was with him I just felt so happy and right.
Justin got up and sat down next to me, wrapping one arm around my shoulders.
"I'm sorry Tina, are you... Regretting this?"
I shook my head, still not saying anything but giving him a small smile so he wouldn't think I was mad at him or anything.
I decided to stop worrying and just go with it. I turned toward Justin and pecked him on the lips, then finally spoke
"no, I don't think I regret anything."
I excused myself to go to the bathroom, just so I could be alone for a moment.
I just stared in the mirror for a second and I looked pretty silly. I still had mascara all over my face and my eyes were slightly red and puffy. How could Justin feel attracted to me when I looked like this?
Suddenly I spotted something from the corner of my eye. A box of uhm... Feminine products.
Then the realization hit me.
Oh crap. We didn't use protection.
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I sank down on the floor and started panicking.
Oh my god. What if I got pregnant? I couldn't get an abortion! I couldn't raise a child at sixteen!
Maybe I could do what Juno did and give it to some adoptive parents?
Wait I'm getting too ahead of myself, I might not even be pregnant!
I took a few deep breaths, trying to calm myself down.
I would just have to wait until I could take a pregnancy test and until then, don't panic too much.
I tried to calm myself down as much as possible before going back out to Justin.
When I walked back into my room Justin was just putting on his boxers. I took a moment to appreciate his almost naked body before announcing my presence.
"ahem"
Justin's head snapped up and as soon as he saw me standing there he smiled. As soon as he saw my expression, however, his smile faltered.
"what's wrong, Tina?"
I sighed
"Justin, we didn't use protection"
I saw his eyes widen as he took that in.
"oh, shit!"
Oh shit indeed.
"um, what the hell do we do Tina? ARGH I'm so sorry! I'm so stupid!"
"shh Justin, it's my fault too. We are just going to have to wait until I can do a pregnancy test."
Justin started looking just as panicked as I was a minute ago.
He was a teen star, he couldn't stop his career and raise a child!
