when he finally cries about me as i cried about him,
when she's able to understand how i really feel without faking a silver lining,
when they don't torment me for things that are just humorous travesties to them,
when they try to look me in the eyes properly without leering,
when i am able to feel my wound healing more than just the burn from the rubbing alcohol,
when i can truly believe that he loves me without feeling slight insecurity,
when trivial things don't send me into a corner, sobbing and trying to calm down,
when pigs fly,
wake me up.
