bloom ᵇᵗˢ ᵖᵒˡʸ

23

"Oh hey guys I was wondering where everyone went" Jungkook said sitting on the floor of the living room eating ramen. He was even wearing a dumb spongebob shirt.

Jin wrapped his arm around Jimin who was much calmer now. "I want to watch tv" he said and the four of them crawled onto the couch cuddling into each other. Jungkook stared at them for a second with weird eyes before he started eating again.

"Oh hey" Namjoon said startled walking in seeing everyone in the living room on top of one another cuddling "is everything ok?" He asked.

Jimin who was sandwiched between Jins and Taehyung's chest nodded happily as Jin held as many of the boys as he could. "They are acting weird" Jungkook said pointing his fork.

Everyone looked towards the door when it opened again and Yoongi came in. "Yay come here" Hoseok grinned patting the seat beside him as he cuddled Tae's back.

Yoongi looked uncomfortable standing there looking between Namjoon and Hoseok's awaiting seat. "You're home" Namjoon said simply.

"I already took care of everything. He's staying" Jimin said looking at Namjoon with a glare "any problem?" He asked.

"If he's selling he-"

"I'm not" Yoongi said awkwardly looking at Namjoon "I'm not anymore"

"Then it should be no problem with you staying" he said looking at Jimin once before towards the tv.

Hoseok patted the seat beside him but Yoongi sat on the floor in front of him instead but got a comforting hand in his hair in return.

Namjoon raised an eyebrow at the 5 of them but didn't say anything. He simply turned on his heel and walked up to his room. "You should go talk to him" Jin whispered into his ear. The younger shrugged before slipping out and following him to his room sliding through the cracked door and shutting it.

There Namjoon sat smoking with the window open and that stupid pink ashtray. "I thought you hated me now" Namjoon said barely glancing at him.

"I should" Jimin mumbled hiding his hands in his pockets "you're really inconsiderate" he told the older man.

"And why is that?" He asked.

"You lie about me and then just drop me like nothing happened. How could you move on so fast?" He asked his voice wobbly.

"Me? You were sleeping around with Tae before I even knew what happened" he fired back stubbing the cigarette out turning to glare at him.

"That was weeks after you ignored me! Are you sleeping with Jungkook just to get back at me? Because you're mad he kissed me first?" He asked with venom dripping from his words.

"You want to talk about sleeping around? What the fuck was that in the living room? Did you just let everyone have a turn? Just decide to really live the whole stripper slut life?" He asked looking suddenly very guilty "Jimin I'm sorry. I didn't mean that"

Big crocodile tears already started sliding down his cheeks "you don't have any right to say that about me" he croaked as he rubbed at his tears "besides I'm dating them so I'm not a slut"

Namjoon didn't even know how to reply as he bit at his lip "I'm really sorry" he said again.

"What are you even sorry for?" He asked tiredly.

"For not making a big enough effort to keep you" he said tilting his head to the side.

"You didn't even try" jimin said so quietly as he stared at the pink ashtray he bought him a long time ago.

"Its not like you tried to get me back either" Namjoon replied.

"You have always been the one to tell me where to meet you at. Either here in the middle of the night or at some restaurant. Its just always been that way. I was just hoping you'd care" he said crossing his arms.

"So all of them down there you're dating?" He asked.

"Not Jungkook or Yoongi" he told him honestly.

"Did you know Yoongi took Jungkooks virginity in a public park bathroom?" He asked Jimin who looked shocked for a moment.

"He wouldn't do that" he told him.

"Jungkook didn't tell him it was his first time" Namjoon enlightened him "if he would have I know Yoongi wouldn't have done it" he said looking at Jimin.

"Does he know?" He asked.

"No" Namjoon said "he wouldn't want to hear it from me and Jungkook refuses to tell him" he said shaking his head.

Jimin rubbed his face "that fucking kid" he groaned.

"He's an adult" Namjoon reminded him.

"Oh shut up" he snapped at him "just don't talk to me anymore"

"Wow really? How mature of you? Maybe you're the child" Namjoon said back.

"Me? You're the one who lied about me and you dating. Was all I was to you a slut and stripper to use?" He asked his heart breaking a little bit more.

"No, Jimin I loved you. I love you still, but all of this crazy stuff that keeps happening and I just can't. You have your boyfriends and I have to keep paying the bills and Jungkooks has to keep going to school and for your information I've never fucked him. Just other things" he told Jimin who looked like he wanted to cry.

"You should go" Namjoon said pulling out another cigarette. Jimin took a step closer hugging him tightly.

"I still love you too" he murmured tears collecting once again in his eyes. He held tighter holding his head to his chest as he placed a kiss on his crown.

"What's to become of this mad house?" He asked Jimin who didn't reply.