☆ innocenza ☆ {M x K}

S E V E N

Location: hotel

Kairi
Me and Mattia have been at the hotel for 2 days so far and ale was with Alvaro, we FaceTimed yesterday and they're official now. He said Alv is still his sugar daddy, just his boyfriend now too. Would me and Tia do that? What would change?
"Kai?" I'm snapped out of my thoughts by his deep and scratchy voice, I loved it. I look up at him and immediately my eyes are met with his, he looks beautiful to anyone else he'd look like the normal person who just woke up. To me he looks like so much more, the way is hair is floppier and looks so soft or the way his eyes are slightly hooded but swollen and puffy. He looked so adorable to me, I really liked him even falling in love with him and I knew there was nothing or no one that could tell me differently.

No one
Kairi was still staring at Mattia lost in thought, soon Mattia cleared his throat. He wanted to tell Kai that he was a werewolf, and alpha at that. To say the man was scared was an understatement, he didn't know why or what made him so scared but the thought of this ruining him and Kai terrified him.
"I need to tell you something princess, I need you to stay calm and just listen to everything I say. Don't interrupt me and when I'm done I promise you can ask all the questions you want okay?" The latter said while rubbing the back of Kai's hand with his thumb (why did I sound dumb here?)
"O-o-o kay sir." Mattia was caught off guard by the new name, he liked it of course he just didn't expect Kairi to say it. Especially not on his own. He knew what he had to say was important and if he truly did want kai to be his alpha female and lead the pack by his side; he had to tell him today. Especially before his meeting, he didn't want to leave the smaller alone and needed Kai to be aware. However, Mattia wanted to have a little fun first.
"Sir?" He said with a smirk, Kairi just blushed and looked down mumbling.
"Kitten I can't hear you, I know you can be louder." He let out a chuckle and Kai's blushed only darkened as he indeed knew inexperienced or not, he was loud.
"Well I um I FaceTimed ale and he was telling me about him and alv, then I told him a little about us mostly the nicknames and how I really only had one for you." He unintentionally pouted, and when Mattia didn't say anything tears slowly filled his eyes. See Kairi was the kind of person that literally no matter how small the issue it bothered him.
"Im sorry that was stupid, you probably thought it was weird.. forget it." To anyone else nicknames would be stupid to be upset about, but to him those mean the world. It's something only his person can call him, something that makes him feel so attached and so special to one of the very few people he cared for most. Nicknames were like this unspoken but important thing to the boy, was it dumb? To someone else maybe, but to Kairi every little thing was important to him. He was fragile, innocent, pure and one of the kindest people you'd meet. He always took everything to heart and into consideration, he always put himself last and made sure the people around him were okay first. As he gets up for the bathroom, feeling embarrassed and like an idiot Mattia remembered how Kairi was.

Mattia
"Kairi, come back I didn't think it was stupid baby. I liked it a lot actually and think you should do it more often, there's no need to cry or be upset. I could never think you're stupid, or anything you do to be weird. I think you're adorable and so cute, okay?" Maybe I was a softy and maybe just maybe I had a nice side. Sue me.
"Thank you.... sir." He said and kissed my cheek, I just scoffed trying not to smile and look like a simp. Not gonna lie though him calling me sir really turned me on, the way it just rolled off his tongue like he's said it so many times.
"Tia-ia MATTIA!!" He yelled waving his hand in my face.
"Sorry baby, yes?"
"You said you had to tell me something?"
"Oh Um yea.." why am I so fucking nervous, literally any other girl I'd "date" I could tell no problem because usually they were another supernatural, but Kai was human and the only human to make me nervous, scared, happy, embarrassed. Anything, he just made me feel normal again and free I felt like I had no reason to hide around him. It was like no matter what I wanted to look the same in his eyes, I wanted the same look to be in his eyes when he looked at me. He had so much love, trust and compassion, his eyes lit up when he saw me and I always noticed that he bites his cheek close to me. His opinion meant a lot to me for some reason, if he didn't accept me I think I'd lose it.
"It's okay Tia, I'm listening."
"Okay, listen there's something I haven't told you." I start and almost immediately I see him get sad and kinda sink, his shoulders fell and his eyes started wondering like he was thinking.
"Before you get to far, it's probably not what you think it is. I don't have a kid or anything, It's still only you and it's not gonna change. I'm not mad at you and there's no reason for you to be nervous, so calm down okay?" He just lets out a nod, I take into consideration he actually listened when I said not to say anything and that sends my mind into a tornado. This boy really was gonna kill me, and he doesn't even know it. My wolf really liked obedience, because well we're the alpha and being in charge was normal for us. Kai just made it worse, he made it impossible to focus on anything else the only thing in my head being my wolf.
" he's perfect, pick him up and ruin him. Have him under you begging and fully submitting to you while you mark him everywhere. Leave him wanting more and craving your touch, have him come undone just by words and completely destroy his innocence. Worn out with tears going down his eyes, lips red and swollen around you while you use him, cheeks red and hair sticking to his forehead."
I shake my head telling my wolf not now, and ignore the tightening feeling in my pants.
"Here goes, I was born a werewolf. My mother and father were royalty and very important where we're from. Not like a queen, king type of thing. I'm definitely no prince, but I'm important and currently I'm charge after my parents passing. I was born 2 years after my parents meeting, my mom was the original... alpha female her being her dads only daughter and he was the alpha before her. My mom and dad we're mates, my dad was an abandoned wolf. My dad soon became my moms male alpha and they had me and Alvaro." I see his eyes widen at that and let out a small chuckle.
"Yeah me and Alvaro are brothers and there is more of us, I'm older than the rest so obviously I was next in line. Our family bloodline goes back years and years, our pack is called "Lycan canines" lycan being my moms family name and the name of our people for decades. We haven't lived here long, we used to move a lot and keep out of sight. No one was or is after us we just prefer to be alone and unbothered, we all have slight anger issues but mine seems to be the worse. My mom said it's because I haven't found my mate, but then my dad says it's because my mate has something "special" I don't know which to believe or even what my dad could be talking about. We don't only change on a full moon, that's a myth and silver doesn't hurt us it's actually lead. Which is harder to find and all of our eyes are a different color, mine are red usually and Alvaro's a goldish yellow, I'll tell you about the others later. Our eyes change depending on our mood, our main color when we first shift or when mad, pink for lust, purple for love, orange for confused, and white for sad, black is when we're depressed and alone or abandoned like my dad. Oh and if you're mate is dead, and we have super senses of sight, smell, and hearing. We are very fast and have speedy healing abilities, a werewolf can share thoughts with other wolves. We heal almost immediately depending on the injury, we have night vision and can change whenever after your first few full moons. We're immortal and can wall crawl along with superhuman endurance, I know this is a lot and I'm sorry I didn't tell you sooner...." I trail off and the silence is so loud, I'm nervous and left with so many bad scenarios running through my head. It all washes away when I look at him and I see that same look from before, the same look that made me feel wanted and like I could let my guard down.
"Bubs I see you, I don't see anything or anyone else but you. I see the same person I saw when I first laid my eyes on you, the same person who I talked to night after night and hour after hour. Nothing and I mean absolutely nothing has changed, besides the fact that I have so many questions and everything makes so much more sense. Can I ask my questions Tia?" The new "sweet" nickname threw me off, kinda wanted to throw up but kinda liked it. He is bouncing with excitement like a little kid and I love it, my heart stopped and I swear my stomach did a flip. He was okay with it, he still wanted me, he still liked me. I was normal to him, not an outcast, not some scary nightmare. To him I was his Tia and I was truly my happiest with him, especially now that he knows.
"Go ahead pup." I let out with a laugh.

Mattia's eyes
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Alvaro's eyes

*iykyk*

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Hey whores. This was a long one just to fully explain Mattia's story and so that Kai can finally know. Also fair warning the smut gets dirtier, Mattia gets nastier, and Kai well that's a secret ;) I'm actually enjoying this book and I love the ✨nice✨ comments you guys leave they make me wanna vomit, thank you so much for the support and way way more updates coming soon. It's. About. To. Go. Down. I hate you ❤️

-fellow gay