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§ 63 - NCT : HARAKIRI §

Requested by YANGyangese

Caregiver : Winwin
Little : Yuta

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As a Japanese, Yuta have a mindset where he needs to be his best among the best in order to glow up and shining bright among the stars in the sky.

Stars? Who are they? 

The stars that I'm talking about is NCT, they literally have 23 members right now and to be honest it's hard to shine equally unless you're the members that debuted repeatedly in the group.

Like Mark, Taeyong, Lucas and Ten, these 4 members debuted in NCT U, NCT 127, WAYV, NCT DREAM and SUPERM. 

But Yuta didn't, he just like an ordinary star. He needs his own darkness to shine bright among all of them.

And being the oldest Japanese guy in the group surely giving a great pressure, as during 2020, SM Ent decided to put Shotaro in the official line up of NCT 2020 along with Sungchan. 

And Yuta realize, his real battle starts from now. He keep doing his best during NCT 2020 promotion but something is lacking. 

He feel like his effort didn't pay him back, and he slowly isolate himself from the members. Day bay day, he become distant from the member. 

One day, out of blue Yuta appear on a YouTuber live, and that appearance sparks debate among netizens and NCTzens.

They express their disappointment towards Yuta's behavior and from that day he received death threat from antis. 

Every single day, there will be anonymous death threat send to their personal dorm and slowly that things affect Yuta's performance.

He is losing his passion to dance and become passive towards any affections from the members. 

"Yuta Hyung?"

"What?!"

Okay, you're way aggressive towards the maknae line Yuta.

"Erm.. Taeyong Hyung ask me to call you out for dinner.. He prepared your favourite food, Udon and Sushi.."

Yuta roll his eyes over Xiaojun's words, "Emm.. I'll go later.."

Xiaojun close the door and he runs like he just saw a ghost in his life! 

"Whoa.. Chill down bub.. Why are you running around?", Taeyong ask him. 

"Don't ever ask me to call Yuta Hyung for dinner or anything else after this.. He stare at me like he see a ghost, but in fact he is the ghost.. He's different after the controversies Yongie Hyung!"

Taeyong scrunch his nose, one after one the controversies come out. He can't deny even he involved in a controversy, then Jungwoo caught in smoking scandal. Not too long after WAYV caught in racist issue, and the latest one Winwin's scandal. 

"Aigoo.. Taking care 22 of you guys really make me aged faster.. Don't mind him, he will come out later.."

Just like see a ghost, Jeno and Jaemin stop eating. Yuta stare at them and sit at the end of the table. "Em.. Annyeong Hyung.." 

Yuta didn't answer them, he just keep eating and less than five minutes he leave the dining room.

"I don't mean to crack a joke here, but did Yuta Hyung a ghost? How the hell he ate all of it under five minutes?!", Lucas is freaking out. 

Johnny roll his eyes and smack lightly on Lucas's head, "He is a human Lucas Wong.. Now, you guys may eat.. I'll talk with him later.."

Meanwhile in Yuta's room, he keeps browsing on internet about Harakiri. A process that called as noble suicide , as he can't keep moving forward. He want to commit Harakiri and end all of this tortures.