April : Another ForthBeam Story

"My R4"

Stupid Phana...

Why you let me....

Forth was cursing at himself until he heard Beam enter the condo.

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"Hi! Pink Sweater! Nice to finally meet you." Forth giving his sweetest smile introduce himself to Beam.

"R4? You?! R4?" Beam with tears threaten to fall from his eyes asking Forth for validity.

"Its me.. I'm so sorry... If only I knew it was you."

Beam launched his body to hug Forth and cry loudly in his embrace.

"You meanie! I'm so tired you know, and hungry. I'm sorry for hurting you... I didn't mean it. I'm so sorry."Beam once again pour out his frustration to Forth while crying immensely.

"Hushh.. I'm sorry. I'm sorry too. For today and the last four days."

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"This is awkward.." Beam stated after Forth cracked his identity to Beam. Never would Beam expected that Forth will be the Rapid 4 or R4 in the game he played to feed his boredoms since four years ago. For Beam, R4 is as significant like Pha, Wayo and Kit in his life. He even shares many private things with R4 as he also shared as much with him too.

"Haha.. its is right? If I didn't saw the photos by the book shelves, I wouldn't know that you're Pink Sweater. Wonder why your stupid brother didn't tell me. I could've kill you unintentionally you know. And you? What were you thinking following all my stupid requests?!!"

"You're scary. I...And I do that. Sorry." Beam said referring to Forth's injuries that was caused by his stupidity.

Forth sigh heavily at Beam's reply. He can be intimidating but he's not always like that. It just Beam is getting on his nerves playing dangerous prank. And he didn't know who he is in the first place. If something happened to Beam, I'll kill Phana, friend or not.

"You're forgiven. I'm feeling better already. No need to attend to my needs anymore."

"Really?! Are you sure? Then I... will not do anything anymore." Beam beaming with happiness at Forth releasing him from his servant duty.

"How are you feeling? Did it hurts?" Forth eyes darted to Beam's left side of his waist.

"Nah.. I'm okay... just a bit tired." Beam reassuring him while adding another spoonful of ice cream into his mouth.

"Rest then."

"Nooo..I want to chat with you a bit. You didn't even replied to my messages in the game. Disappearing like that. Not even telling me you're coming here." Beam suddenly added while the spoon he holds is no longer scooping the ice cream for him to eat instead its stabbing the poor ice cream to melt.

"I was gonna suprised you actually but I got suprised instead. Stupid Pha for not telling me earlier that you're you. I thought you're Wayo's brother or something. He let you kiss him and Pha didn't even retorts. I know that dumbass is possessive as hell." Forth doesn't know why Phana doesn't just come clean about Beam. He could kill him for real. As far as he knows, Phana is the one who is very excited in introducing them.

Beam just smile and continue to eat his ice cream.

"Lend me your laptop. I'm gonna read the messages now." Forth wanted to read what Beam wrote to him. He plays his game in a PC and he didn't bring his laptop. But the request caught Beam off guard instead.

"Ahhh.. speaking of that... wait here.."

Beam run into his room to get his gaming laptop and sit back beside Forth.

"Hurry login!"

Forth does as Beam told him to and log in to his gaming account. Not even manage to do anything yet, Beam already snatch it back after he log in and busy doing something not seen by Forth.

"Oii.. what are you doing? That's my account you prick."

"Hehe.. deleting something. You're an asshole before so I kinda need someone to hear my rants soo..."

"So you're talking bad behind me about me, to me?? Give me that!" Forth wanted to know what Beam write about him so he's running, limping on his other leg trying to get to Beam who is busy deleting the DM he sent to his gaming account.

"Done!!" Beam beaming a satisfyingly smile after he's done deleting all of his DM to Forth via the game.

"Heyyyy... Not fair."

"You'll hate me if you read ittt...I don't want you to hate me like before. I just got you backkk." Beam whining his way to stop Forth from asking more about the DM.

Forth sigh at Beam's remarks. He is clearly affected with his continuous torture since five days ago he thought.

"I don't hate you.. you just annoyed the hell out of me. Well I pictured Pink Sweater differently. An adorable geek with pink outfits." Which earn him a sharp glare from Beam and a hand ready to smack him.

"Haha..buttt..wait..wait... before you smack me.. you're nice too..not bad at all.." Forth added.

"Not bad at all." Forth continues to chant in his head.

"Hey! What is that supposed to mean? I'm handsome AF and FYI everyone I mean literally everyone wants a piece of me."

"Me too." Forth subconscious mind talk to him.

"What about you then? My R4 wasn't supposed to be a buff muscular man. I actually pictured you as a tiny fluff ball like Wayo..hahaha." Beam retorting Forth's statements about him. He can't lose too.

"Your R4 huh?" The only words the man heard.

"My R4." Beam said boldly not seeing the smirk plastered on his R4 face because he's busy indulging his tube of strawberry ice cream.

"I think we set our relationship in the wrong foot here. Wanna start over?" Forth still feels a bit unsettle because of the whole fiasco happening between them.

"No need. Starting over is tiring. We are who we are no matter how many times we start it over, don't you think so?" Forth nodded agreeing with what Beam is saying. What exactly changes if they start over anyway? Everything happened.

"Alright then..."

They continue having their conversation until Beam falls asleep on the couch so Forth pick him up to sleep in his room.

"Sorry again." Forth whispered caressing Beam's scar on his left side waist that was accidentally exposed when Forth put him on his bed.

Forth climb up the bed and settle himself beside Beam spooning him to sleep after planting a kiss on his head.

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~~They says~~

A lie doesn't become truth,

Wrong doesn't become right and

Evil doesn't become good,

Just because its accepted by a majority

-Rick Warren-