Mattia doesn't really open up to me and im starting to feel a certain way about it. I mean there is for one alot of people against him, Alot of people trying to come back in his life, Those same people tarnished his name, and last but not least rumors circulating. I just want him yo be happy. I dont want to argue but communicate. I grew up in an abusive environment, i was yelled at, beaten for no reason. Etc. Yelling doesn't make me feel okay just gives me mental break downs.
Y/n: Mattia?
I say as he is laying on my chest.
He looks up. His brown eyes shining in the light.
Y/n: Why are you so reserved? You dont talk to me about anything, you dont even speak to me about stuff you should. Why?
Mattia: Im fine. Dont worry about it.
He says standing up
Y/n: You're not fine I see it in your eyes, why do you feel you need to lie to me? When i first arrived here your eyes looked younger and your aura was positive. Mattia, your eyes are showing me something different than what you're telling me. Its a dark cloud over you and you want to talk, i know you do i can feel it.
Mattia: You ever thought maybe you're overbearing? You act like you know me and you dont. You think everyone is depressed when in reality they dont want to be near you.
He doesn't mean it. He's hurting i know he is he's just a hothead. As an empathic person you can feel his energy and it's going in circles. Maybe his Anger issues will get the best of him.
Y/n: You dont mean that, you know im right and I'll always be right. You cant handle the fact people are coming at you so you're pushing me away. You think that you have this under control, when you dont. You and i both know this "persona" you have isnt who you really are.
Mattia: Leave, get out
Y/n: Fine, ill go but dont call me later, don't apologize, dont spread that "I Love You" bullshit cause you don't no one does.
I leave and go to a hotel room. Something about this hurts but i know i can shift his mind. He thinks he lost me and he didn't. He's gonna call me soon watch.
Am i the only one who thinks Mattias photoshoot pictures were kinda cute? I mean id change the jeans he was wearing because they looked a little tight, but he did look hot.
