I guess im going back to Mattia. Maybe...
No, no, no im not going to do that, not to him at least. Im currently driving my hummer, which i had bought while i was there, all the way to his house. I stop at Starbucks and get
*insert your drink order* and a pink cakepop
I sit in my car and think then write in my journal..
Y/n: Crazy how certain situations change you. If I hadn't fell for Mattia, id still probably be With Kobe, or Manolo both toxic relationships where we just didn't match. And to think its barely been 8 days into our relationship and we argued about him opening up more. Ha
I start my car and drive the hour and a half ride to Mattia's. I made sure to get a room hella far away just so i dont turn back midway
I pull up in the driveway and i see neither of his families cars. I look in the bush and found the spare key and unlocked the door. Then i discreetly put it back. I go inside. I look around and nobody was in the living room nor kitchen. So i go wash my hands and get a water.
Y/n thoughts: why is it so quiet?
I start walking down to Mattias room and there he was black jeans, a black button up shirt that was fully open, no tank top under so he was exposing his chest, black airforces, his pearls.
He was sitting with his head down and his hands folded between his open legs. He looked up. He has eyeliner on. This is different. It was hot but it was different.
Mattia: I am sorry, Y/n.
He says standing. He walks up to me and drops on his knees. His eyes look deep into mine.
Mattia: I mean it.
Tears flood his face. I hold his chin up and wipe them away.
Y/n: Its fine. Dont cry, baby, dont cry
I say holding him. He stops looks up and slides off his shirt he unbuttons my shirt and starts sucking on my tetas.
Y/n: Wa-wait
I say outta breath my blood was flushing my cheeks and i started getting lightheaded. Thats the effect he had on me. He made me weak.
Y/n: Are you sure?
Mattia keeps going. He pulls down my panties, ties them around my wrest, picks me up and throws me on the bed. He pulls down his pants and slides in. He grabs my hair and grips it tight. He pounds me. The way he did it made my knees fall. I couldn't keep my arch. I was a mess. He turns me around
Y/n: Baby please, calm down😩
Im outta breath as hell. Im too wet so he keeps falling out of me. He starts getting frustrated.
Mattia: Fucking take this dick, Bitch
He says ramming my pussy.
Im all for rough sex, but this isn't rough. Hes literally trying to make it up to me as we do it.
So he stops mid sex. I get up go to the bathroom and clean my self off he kept falling out, so I had to fix that.
I go back out into the room and he is laying there.
I go up and i kiss him so passionately, then I smack the flying fuck outta him. When i tell you something clicked in him. He grabs me tightly by my neck and he had an devilish smile.
Mattia: Why did you feel the need to hit me?
He pushes me down by my neck on the bed. He hold s me down by my neck slides in and stroked me long and hard he held my mouth open while he spit in me and continued to choke me while he beat my shit up
Y/n: Fuck me daddy, ughhh
Mattia yanks me up by my hair and turns me on my stomach and slides in.
He smacks my ass so hard
Mattia: Who does this like me ? Huh? Who? Who?
He is tearing my ass up.
I just know ill have bruises in the morning but it felt good.
Y/n: Nobody daddy, only you
Mattia: You gonna have my baby? Huh bitch?
Y/n: Yess daddy, ima cum
He drills my pussy harder and harder
Y/n: uhhh ohhhhhhhhhhh
He pushes himself deeper inside me. And grips my hair tighter. He yanks me back like ima horse
Mattia: Shiiitttttt
His head goes back and head rolls with his eyes closed.
He came inside me.
He laid next to me and fell asleep
"Pussy put his ass to sleep now he calling me NyQuil"
- Onika Maraj
