Fragile broke soul

"When I saw you I fell in love, and you smiled because you knew"

"A simple "Hello" could lead to a million things"- how cliché. I never really thought my life would change. At the age of 14 I never thought you would open my eyes.

How stupid and gullible was I to fall for you. "I love you"
"you're mine"- looking back now... I feel sick thinking that I ever 'loved' you. You only made me feel lower. You made me more depressed. You made it harder for me to carry on. I forgave you so many times. And yet, you still hurt me.

I wasted a whole damn year with you. It's almost like you had planned it all out, like behind the screen you were religiously reciting "I'm about to screw your life up..." If only I had known then you were the one I would think about before sleeping; wasting my precious time thinking about your pathetic words. When the clock hit 11:11 I would wish for you like a little kid asking Santa for a Monkey. I knew then; 25 August, 12 AM, you were the one for me; turns out you were the one who was about tie me onto a never ending roller-coaster of emotions.

My little self fell for your lies.

I was sadly, deeply in love with you.

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