The begining(zaynmalik)

Ashely's pov.

It was a normal day the usual waking up to my little brother on the twin bed and my older one at school.

"Justin wake up"! I yelled you missed the bus.

He's so unorganized I don't know where he gets it. As he runs into the bathroom he says "bitch why the fuck didn't you wake me up" I never liked being called that from a younger and weaker sibling it made be feel weak. I didn't reply back I had no time to argue I needed to get ready for school Winter break starts tomorrow...YAY!

I banged on the bathroom door for justin to come out . He opened the door with a toothbrush in his mouth while rolling his eyes,and called me a slut I flicked him off and went in. I got in the shower and washed my hair it's brunette and extremely curly you'd love it at first then it gets annoying after straitening it twice a week.

I got out dried off and did the normal . Cleaning clear is the best I love. I got dressed wearing a red hollister hoodie tights under my dark blue skinny jeans and some tan uggs. I applied my eyeliner, mascara, and lip balm the stuff I could never live without.

I grabbed my bag and phone and headed out. The bus stop was always full of drama he said she said stuff normal.

My friends Jayla and Tyler came over to talk to me about this big time whore at our. School. Seems to me she could never get enough of that D. I said as they giggled. I was quite inappropriate and had a fowl mouth sometimes. The bus came and we headed to school.

I went straight to my locker exchanging awkward stares at old friends. They seem to ignore me more and more over the years. But I guess that's the whole part of being a teen. I got to my locker and one of the jocks came by me and said "mama how bout I get they number"!

I rolled my eyes and walked away. I came to Mrs.Smiths class she was an ok teacher she never disliked me so I kinda felt better coming to her class. Science it was and she asked us to takeout our notebooks.

I took mine out and Kayla one of the popular girls at my school grabbed it. She laughed in my face saying really really out of all girls you think you'd date one of them.

Haha do you even have tickets to see them I shook my head with a sad face trying to get it back everyone laughed. I have a way better chance in meeting them then you do I'm hot your not I have tickets you don't I'm popular your an untouchable.

ONE DIRECTION WILL NEVER LOVE YOU! She yelled. A tear came streaming down my face I never felt so embarrassed. The teacher told the class to settle down and to give me my notebook back. I had lots of 1D merchandise I bought with my money my mom never believed in giving me money for stuff like this.

Classes passed by pretty quick and I had to go straight to work. I was a dance teacher for fourteen year olds to ten it was a fun job I had a friend there . Although many told me not to trust her.

Today was the day I found out why. I came up to Amy and said hey before instruction she smiled saying hi then walked away...weird I thought. After work I was heading out Any called me over and asked about the lipgloss I was getting her I hadn't gotten it yet so I was about to walk away she grabbed my shoulder and said."Ashely I'm tired of being fake with you I, I don't like you your so annoying. I felt mixed emotions when she did that like I wanted to punch her dead in the face although I wanted to cry to I decided not to do any and walked away.

I came home to my older brother. Somehow Jacob just knew how I felt. I was never really good at Hiding my emotions...he asked me what was wrong kit kat..that was my nickname. I told him what happened he couldn't understand why I was crying over her but it's something meaning full.

I felt close to her trusted her I loved her like a best friends and she never liked me. I felt walked on I felt like she left like all the others.

I began to hug my older sibling in a tight hug crying. It hurts my dad I soon began to love after leaving for ten years left my grandparents left my grandmother died my cousins left they all left my mom didn't leave but I never saw her an when I did it was only for like ten minutes so I sat there crying my eyes out for which felt like hours it hurt.

SO WHAT DO YOU THINK SO FAR? DO YOU LIKE SHOULD I GO ON? DO YOU THINK THINGS WILL GET BETTER? Let me stop asking guest ions but Ashely isn't a normal girl this story has a few things based on my life like Amy it just happened to me today and my family did leave me it's kinda sad.:( but hey things get better:D