Things that have happened in my life

Just some info about me

My name is RetroRaptor, I was diagnosed with autism when I was very young so the world feels so much more terrifying to me and I used to get bullied a lot for my beliefs, that being about Yoshi being real, I was bullied just for thinking a video game character was real...

But anyways when I was a kid, I used to be extremely chaotic and didn't care if I got in trouble, I had a thing for biting people (heavily regret all the pain I caused from that) whenever I was angry I would just behave like a rabid racoon.

Anyways, I'm now just a calm person (sometimes, my emotions change depending on who I am with) but with my best friend I am a kind individual with an obsession with reptiles and robots

I like things such as:

Mario
Pokémon
Sonic
Metroid
Transformers
Marvel
DC
Overwatch
Fortnite (the fan base is bad but the game is fun)
Kirby
Godzilla
Minecraft
Horror Movies
Comedies
Action
Sci-Fi
Rick and Morty (fan base is weird though)
Mr Pickles (Killer dogs are something that I found entertaining)
Mortal Kombat
Street Fighter
Cryptids
Robots
Dinosaurs
Reptiles

The problems I deal with:

Afraid of death (sometimes I just have a random thought of death in the night and start balling my eyes out)

Too shy when it comes to certain things (I end up messing my words when I'm with a girl and I feel like I already ruined the relationship)

I say the weirdest things at random

I get clingy when I'm with people as I always hold my arm around them sometimes and grip them tightly

Thankfully some of these issues have been disappearing all thanks to my best friend who is there whenever I felt down and would give me advice when I needed it most

My dream job is to be a paleontologist but I worry sometimes that I won't get it, though with the complements I have been given I feel more confident, but anyways this story will get more intriguing as I will talk about a serious issue I had with two friends...