Here To Stay(Kian Lawley Fanfiction)

Here To Stay(Kian Lawley Fanfiction) short introduction

(Lea's POV)

*2 years into the future*

"Lea, you need to get over him" my best friend and cousin, Jenn said watching me loathe in pain. Even after 2 years it still hurts like a bitch.

I ignored Jenn going about my daily routine of checking my phone ten million times, eating nothing and worrying Jenn and everyone else.

"Lea talk to me. He isn't worth this." Jenn sincerely said doing her daily routine of trying to get me talk. I haven't talk since the break up. I became a mute when the pain was hurting me too much.

I don't understand why I needed to talk to anyone. They don't understand my pain so what is the point of talking.

I wanted to blame him for my silence, but there are other reasons behind it. Not just him. One other cause is death.

My past it haunts me I hate it so much, Jenn tries her best to help me but I refuse the help I need telling myself in my head I am fine, when in reality I'm not fine at all.

A memory flashed in my mind reminding me of him, Jenn tries to help me keep my thoughts off of him but I still love him.

*2 years back into the future*

Kian and I sat in his bed room having another fight. When aren't we fighting? Well we never used to fight like this before.

"Lea, stop doing that!" He shouted. "Stop trying to make me the bad guy. I didn't do anything." That was a lie and we both knew it.

In sank into the bed trying to hide. I hated when I made Kian mad he rarely did anything to upset me.

"Kian I'm not trying to make you the bad guy. I love you, Kian." I mumbled, weakly trying to deny the lie I was telling Kian.

I stood up from Kian's bed, walking over to his dresser where he had pictures of us and his friends, and my bracelet I gave him that was also given to me by my Grandmother, who told me to give it to someone I love, which was Kian.

*2 years into the Future*

The bracelet I gave Kian sits on the dresser now in my room, untouched or worn. How could I where it when Kian would be a reminder.

Jenna has wanted me to get rid of the bracelet but I refuse every time she ask me to saying I have to keep it.

Who knows maybe that one thing can bring me back to Kian. That bracelet my only be a bracelet but it still holds memories with and without Kian.

*sorry for it being so short I can't really think straight right now but hope you understand bUye love ❤ you