Our story doesn't have an ending that I'm satisfied with.
It can't just end with the memory of our last and final fucking kiss.
I gave you everything I had and I sacrificed everything I was.
So don't you fucking dare tell me it wasn't love,
Don't you tell me I didn't care.
I tried so hard and I fought for you, I swear!
But you my dear, didn't give a shit about me.
You didn't care enough not to fucking leave.
I am so tired of all the damn excuses and lies!
I'm so tired of crying because of everything your action implies!
But then again..
You've never been very mundane..
You've never been one to express emotions,
You never expressed if the break up truly left you fucking broken!
Mutual my fucking ass, you broke my heart and I did nothing to yours.
You have no idea how much I had to fucking endure!
But I guess...
Even though you dragged me, kicking and screaming, into this mess...
It's all my fault..
Because I loved you more.
And I still love you more
Then you will ever love me.
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Random poetry
PoetryAlright so these are just raw and unedited poems by me, they're the poems I write when I'm upset or angry or I need some sort of outlet. Quite a few of them are about my life so please don't be cruel. Some poems may be triggering to some readers so...