Love has no boundaries, we can love but there are also consequences, we can love someone as much as we can, but we can't love someone as much as we don't find any feelings about them. It is just really hard to know and to be with the flow into the so-called "destiny".Many people don't believe on that–neither me also, because I believe that–if he's the right person for you and it would definitely not the power of the so-called "destiny". I think it's all about "coincidence" because as like what I've said, "We can't just go with the flow of the so-called "destiny" because we can't ever tell the how's and why's of a certain situation. We are all just living in the present not in the past nor even in the future.
I just remembered my dream when I was in senior high school; be a doctor, have good friends in college, and also find my only one?–I don't think so. I used to regret that kind of stuff, because all of that stuff will not come until these all happened:
["July 12, 2021"]
"If I were you sana pinili mo nalang yung gusto mong kurso", naka-irap na sabi ni Andi sa akin.
"Okay na 'yon! at least hindi na magagalit sa akin si mom, I'm sure that she will get to be nicer to me right now, because I didn't persuade what I want for" "She thinks that being a lawyer someday is better for me, kaya siguro gusto niyang mag legal management ako dahil she wants me to be a lawyer someday.", pagkokontra ko sa kanya kahit alam kong di ko rin naman ginusto.
"But Goodluck for you Andi! You're now an ab girl..", I laughed.
"Gago joke 'yon, di nakakatawa!", she said sarcastically.
"Why you're so disrespectful, be good naman sometimes, joke!", she seems like a kangaroo that's fully mad right now so I stopped mocking her.
Hinawakan ni Andi ang braso ko at sabay na naglakad sa hallway ng university, para nga kaming couple kung titignan but I never considered that as a joke, Andi was my very best friend in Elem days, we're one of the circles of friends but Andi was the girl who stays with me every day, kulang na nga lang magkapalit na kami ng mukha dahil araw-araw kaming magkasama! But I loved being with her every day, also with our friends naman din but ang layo kasi nila, Like wtf! Si Alyssa nasa Cavite then the rest of them nasa manila! While kami naman ni Andrea taga laguna, hayst. Nagkawatak-watak kasi kami nang magsenior-high na, for sure marami talagang may ganoon ding situation in a circle of friends but we're all still okay parin naman, like the communication is still there but the bond is occasionally na lang nagaganap. Still grateful pa rin naman ako dahil magmamanila na kaming lahat and I'm so super excited!
"Oh mom just texted me, she's on the way here na raw, would you like to come with us?", I asked.
"No! Hoy nakakahiya! Wag na papunta na rin naman na yung driver ko, I'll just wait for it nalang baka magalit din si dad, hindi ko nanaman hinintay yung driver ko! Haha."
"Okay, see you on Thursday! Ingat!" I said before when mom just got arrived.
"Okay! U too, ingat!", she said and then she go back to the campus.
I opened the car and I go to the back seat, mom was on a call so I considered myself to be quiet while she's driving . I open my Instagram instead than rather to be bored for some reason, lagi akong nabobored kapag walang kausap. I used to check first some stories of my friends on Instagram so I'll be updated with them. Out of nowhere, there's something strange in my notification that's suddenly pop-up, it was a mysterious guy that I definitely don't know–that give me a follow request on IG, I didn't mind it at all.
"Oh honey, how's the entrance exam?" "Isn't it hard?", she laughed.
"No mom, but it's definitely tiring, some of them are usually essay. "So, I gave it a try", I confidentially said.
"Why? Bakit try lang, dapat you'll give it your best para no regrets, right.", my mom was so sarcastic in anyways, kaya dapat laging may "word of wisdom" palagi sa kanya.
"Okay, noted!", I said before when we dropped to the parking lane at the mall to go get and buy groceries.
"Mom, can I go to the department store? I have something to buy lang po.", I asked.
"Okay, but please be on time honey, I had something to do at home",
"Okay I'll just call you if I'm on my way through the carpark.", I said before I'd go.
"Okay, thank you ate.", I thank the girl before he handed the stuff that I had bought from the store.
After that, I was so in rush to go to the carpark because mom was so definitely in a volcano eruption right now, I'd totally know that she will gonna "sermon me with a lot of her wisdom sayings" because of my dizziness. I was in the main hall right now and then suddenly, I accidentally tripped on someone's end, I was totally embarrassing of what I had done but I didn't mind all of that overthinking stuff in my head because mom was "definitely"mad right now.
Mag-sosorry na sana ako sa lalaking naka-perwisyo ko, kaso bigla naman nag-ring yung phone ko dahil sa tawag ni mom! All of a sudden, I barely didn't reach-out that guy to apologize for some reason, because of the tension that I was hardly getting on my nerves that time!? I really don't know what to do!!
I'd hardly go run that time na bumangon agad ako sa pagkakatapilok but–I suddenly turn back my gaze when I felt his hand that goes hardly touched mine.
"Don't you really have that time to confront me and go apologize, why are you so that pathetic! aren't you!?", I was so shocked when I heard that voice in a mad and serious tone.
"Oh sorry, I-I didn't mean that all kind of accidents are really going to be happened, I was totally in rush that time so I barely can't confront you!" I said in a low voice, trying to not cry in all of that sudden.
He suddenly released my hand and started to stared me seriously.
- that's how we met in the first place and I still missed that scene!
A/N: I'm so very thankful if you would read and support this story, it's all my pleasure to give you a story that will give you some learnings in the future about love! I really thank you all if you'd go far to read my story!! Stay safe everyone I love y'all!!💗
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