Sad Karl Jacobs x reader story || "I found love where it wasn't supposed to be"

~I found love where it wasn't supposed to be 2~

*03:37 pm

It's the next day. Last night you drove to your old apartment which still had all your belongings in it.

Last night you cried more than you ever have in your life. At some points you couldn't even breathe. Panic attacks? Never have you felt this exhausted in your life before. Never have you been this tired and sick of crying before. You didn't know what to do. Where to go.

*How do you prove him you're telling the truth?*

You had called Karl 63 times last night.
184 messages, and he ignored them all.

Twitters #1 hashtag tag was now #KarlAndY/nBreakup.

Your life was over.
Your parents were thousands of miles away.
You had no friends cause all your friends were Karl's friends and now they all thought you cheated on him.
You had no one.
Even the people you thought would never leave you, left you.

This is the end.
The end of a love story that ended to early.
The end of your life.
————————————————————————————————————

Holding the Pill in your hand you look at yourself in the mirror one last time. This could end a life in 10 minutes.
And right now, 10 minutes seemed like 10 hours. You just wanted to leave.

————————————————————————————————————

Some peoples life revolve around love.
And others not.

But yours was love.
Cause when you didn't have anything else, you had Karl. The love of your life.

The definition of love for you was
~I would rather die than live without that one person~

————————————————————————————————————

No emotions left.
Not a single tear.
Not a single second thought.
Not a single regret.

You placed the pill on your tongue and without any second thoughts and you swallowed it.

Now starts the 10 minute countdown.

————————————————————————————————————

You tell your parents how much you love them. You forgave them.

You tell your closest friends, well the ones who were your friends, that to never forget you loved and appreciated them more than anything even tho they didn't believe you when you were telling the truth. You forgave them.

6 minutes left.

Now was Karl's turn to get a last goodbye.

"I wanted to share all my life with you and only you, but you weren't ready to share yours with me. You left my life yesterday and I respect the decision you have taken even tho YOU messed up. You didn't believe me when I was telling the truth. But I forgive you. Karl I love you. I have always and always will. But I can't live without you. I would rather die than not waking up with you. I would rather die than not making memories with you together. Thank you for teaching me what it feels like to fall in love. Goodbye My Karlos ❤️" You forgave him.

But you don't send it yet. Not yet. *I'll wait till the last second*. So that the message will always tell him the time of my last words, my last breaths and my last goodbyes.

————————————————————————————————————

*3 minutes left
One last time you go on Twitter.
#1 hashtag tag is now #CancelIsaacBenjamin

*What?* you think to yourself

————————————————————————————————————

Long story short.
He admitted he lied.
He admitted to making up and photoshopping the whole text and pictures after people noticed that the times of the texts and pictures didn't add up.

You didn't care because it was too late.
But you didn't regret it either.

————————————————————————————————————

You feel the pill starting to work. Breathing got harder. Your heart beating faster and faster.

It's time.

You quickly send the last message to Karl.

*PLING* you hear as you see Karl opening the door.

*no no no. You aren't supposed to be here. Not here. Not right now.*

You just stand there.
Not knowing what to do or say.
A tear rolling down you face.

You can feel that you're starting to loose consciousness.
Your whole body feels numb. 

Karl looks at his phone then back at you.
"Y/n NO!" Karl shouts as he runs up to you catching you while you collapse in his hands.

————————————————————————————————————

There he was.
Holding your lifeless body in his lap.
Screaming and crying.
Regret filling his body.
Not knowing what to do.

————————————————————————————————————

And now this is what you call ~The end of a love story~