When did I become so numb?
When did I start to loose myself?
I no longer feel things like I should.
Loved a lot,got destroyed a lot, who's really by my side?
I felt so much,I start to feel nothing.
This is how I feel now: blank, empty, nothing. Just numb.......
There's a safety to numbness.
A strange comfort,in abandoning all hopes,of being deeply loved and intimately know.
Without dreams,no waking up with disappointment
When a soul breaks,it doesn't make any sound,an echo of silence.
Some scars don't hurt. Some scars rid you of the capacity to feel anything ever again.
I've perfected the art of fake smiles.
It's not so difficult when you don't feel anything.......
To feel nothing, absolute nothing,what a beautiful feeling that is..... don't you think?
Roxyxo-xo-xo....
YOU ARE READING
WHY?!
PoetryJust feelings I wanna let out.......... some of us go through things we can't explain. people say they understand us, they feel our pain, but do they? do they really? I mean you're not me. Ain't gonna ask for readers, what is written here is pretty...
