Things that have happened in my life

Friendship turned to Hatred

So a while back ago last year, me and my best friend were playing overwatch at the time we mained Winston and Bastion and were in silver at the time, me and him joined a chill server, we were joking like usual until we saw a Bastion with a Stealth Skin, we joined the chat because I wanted to talk to him because that was (might still be) my favourite skin as it was a direct reference to Shockwave from Transformers, we were greeted by a person an age above us and he was a fun person to be around, he did get annoying and was constantly toxic, which was somewhat like my friend but my friend has more patience and is much nicer, meanwhile I don't really rage at all but that might be cause I'm dead inside

Anyway we all became a trio of Overwatch, the team was unusual but surprisingly effective, Bastion, Winston and Roadhog, the problem with our friend was like I said he was incredibly toxic and shouts a lot on the mic and I get kind of scared when I hear shouting but we still stuck with him because he was a nice friend even if he and I argued a lot with my main problem being that his humour was not funny at all and he could get super annoying

He raged on competitive once and we won without him... That was a fun story to tell him, he will rage at the slightest of irritation with it either being that he hates Tracer with all his heart as she was super annoying to him, anyways we were inserpable until new years eve, with me, my best friend, my school friend and him doing Overwatch, we played for a while, he arrived drunk and that was hilarious as Hell to us, I went early as I wanted to do other things, my school friend comes off a few hours later and it was just my best friend and him (we were all chatting messenger as my school friend didn't have a mic) so anyways my friend looks at his scream to see this dude jerking off on the camera with his privates hanging out, my friend messages me saying it's urgent, he tells me what happens, I get pissed as this dude has no morals and basically just jerked on camera and my best friend had to witness that, we joined overwatch a day after, I confronted him, his excuse was that he was drunk but I said that it's not acceptable, we were still friends but we never saw each other the same, the true hatred began over Facebook...

FACEBOOK

I am pretty young still and my older sister set up my profile to say I was 17 or something like that, he accuses me of my lying about my actual age but my best friend defends me saying that his profile is much more older than what he actually is, (said he was in his 40s when he is less than 18) he accuses us of lying and we quickly broke up,

Me and my friend look back at that wondering what happened, I always thought of what could have been, we could have been the best of friends but now it was just me and my old buddy playing Overwatch, we did improve without him and we are in platinum now with me maining Genji and him maining Hanzo

I do wonder where it all went wrong and I wish that he didn't do what he did but he certainly learnt a lesson, do not masturbate when someone younger than you is on the chat and your camera is showing

But if we ever meet again, I won't forgive him and I always forgive people for their mistakes but the people who harmed and traumatised were too much to forget