jesse- a love story in its own right

part four- olivia

I can't believe she just texted me. I decided to ignore her and text Josh because he had been leaving me on delivery.
Nessa-
hey, josh I'm sorry about the kiss but it meant nothing. you know that I love you and o always will. but that doesn't mean you can go fuck around with Olivia.
josh-
I don't think I've ever felt the way about anyone that I felt about you. and so what if liv is a fling, at least she won't rip my heart out as you did.
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back to Nessa's pov
⚠️⚠️suicide mention
Is he fucking serious right now! He's the one who wanted to break up and I was heartbroken. I tried to commit suicide twice. Thank God that cooper came over and found me. If it weren't for him I would be dead.
I just sat down at the keyboard that I had in my room and started crying. Suddenly the lyrics came to me.

You took away my heart and
Told me we were different
Beautiful with room to grow
You left me in the morning
Softly without warning
How was I supposed to know?
Oh I'm trying
Give me a reason
To let you go 'cause
Right now I can't
I'm in pain
I'm in pain
And I feel lost without you
Never thought to doubt you
Oh, who else is there to blame?
So save your best excuses
They can't get me through this
Maybe time can, maybe space
Oh I'm trying
Give me a reason
To let you go 'cause
Right now I can't
I'm in pain
I'm in pain
Should I say I'm sorry?
Did I mess it up?
All that you got from me
Was it not enough?
I'm in pain
I'm in pain
You're to blame
I'm in pain
--fast forward 1 month--
Liv and job broke up, it turns out it was just a publicity stunt. It still hurt me that he did that though. Anyways on a happier note, my song comes out tonight!
The guest list included
Made, Cynthia, cooper, Charli, Dixie, Quinton, Addison, Thomas, Mia, Nikita, Nick, Anthony, Jaden, Bryce, Avani, and maybe Josh?
I still wasn't sure whether or not I should invite him. Avani and I rented out an apartment together. I was sitting in my room think about whether or not I should invite him. When I heard a knock at the door. I opened it and it was...
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sorry for not updating i'll try to do so more often!