You are blasting the dear evan hanson musical in your headphones. You cannot believe what your mom just said "well if you don't like the rules then leave." She's so unbelievable, Ben would know how you feel. You love ben platt i mean look around your room. Cardboard cut out pictures everywhere. You cannot get him out of your head.
You take a walk outside to get away from your mom and to get fresh air. The apartment isn't too big. You and Mom can never get any space, and it being New York City you can never sleep anyways. You bring your pocket knife for some reason. It always brought you comfort. "Gosh i gift i got when i was 5 will stick with me forever."
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The only think you can think about is Benji from pitch perfect and how well Ben Platt played him. "Ben and Benji would fuck no doubt" you thought.
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You get home and text your best friend Anna, she understood what you were feeling.
Anna: Dude please its not like you are gonna be walking down the street one day and Ben is gonna see you and fall in love with you and you guys will have kids and i'll be lonely forever.
Y/N: No it's gonna happen Anna. You are just jealous he is in love with me and doesn't it know it yet.
Anna: ok whatever see you tomorrow.
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You fall asleep thinking about Bens blue eyes. your dreams are full of him. Him topping you. Making you feel things you can't feel with anyone else. then suddenly your alarm of Bens vocals in Dear Evan Hanson wake you up. "Great I have to go to school." you mumble to yourself. I mean Anna will be there so it's not too bad really. You put on whatever you could find. lace up your shoes and leave. You don't even say bye to mom.
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On your way to school you literally see ben platt. Like no joke- he's there. AND BOOM you meet him. But before he could say hi or anything you pull him close and makeout with him. He kisses you back. You pull back don't even think about what you are doing and give him your number. "Call me.." you bite your bottom lip, look into his eyes, and wink. He's stunned, he doesn't say anything. He just shakes his head. You are so happy you peed your pants. "well i know ben has a piss kink so i mean he might like what he is seeing" you think to yourself. (AUTHORS NOTE- i am so fucking sorry for this. #sexlaterinthischapter)
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You don't even go to school that day since ben texted you.
Ben: Hey uhm i can't get you off my mind come over to my hotel room. Hilton floor 9 room 8 see you in 5
Y/N: Ok i'll be over as fast as i can.
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You get to the hotel your mom doesn't even care what you are doing. She doesn't even text you why you aren't at school. Ben meets you in the lobby just so he could walk you to his room. once you get into the room he pushes you up against the bed and kisses you aggressively, he asks "are you ok with moving on?" "so considerate" i thought "Yes do whatever you want Ben" you gasped. he unbuttoned his pants to pull out a 14 inch dick. He didn't wear any underwear you pull all your clothes off as fast as you can, he helps, but after he says "not so fast Y/N, you are gonna have to beg me." you sit there looking at him, you whimper and say "Please, He grabs a rope and ties you to the bed. (Authors note. I almost wrote panties)
