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The nightmare

Sweat dripped down my face as I pulled the sheets as hard as I could, from the pressure I formed ripples just like waves in the ocean. I watched myself tremble. I didn't know what was happening but it felt like I was lucid dreaming. For a while I had been trying to master lucid dreaming but it never worked, until a few months ago. I had to wake up, I can't handle these dreams. They are far too much for me. 

I gazed at myself letting go of the sheets. How was I so calm about this, this isn't like me at all. It felt as someone was here, someone was watching me. I saw my body lay still, it looked like I wasn't even breathing. My eyes ached as I tried to look around the room to see where I was. It wasn't a place I had been before. My vision started to get clearer. I tried to lift myself up, when I felt excruiating pain near my kidney. The moment I realised that it was a gun shot wound, I screamed as loud as I could. My screams only echoed.

Thomp, Thomp, Thomp. My ears buzzed with that sound, that I couldn't clarify. I felt someone was here around me and then it all went quiet. No nosie, no one around me, nothing. But then I heard it again 'thomp, thomp' thomp'. I couldn't excatly locate where this specific sound was coming from but it was getting closer and closer. I could feel my heart beat accelerating as the sound got closer to me. A drop of sweat from my forehead fell onto my hand. The moment that tear drop of sweat had made a connection with my hand, my blood started to boil as if I was desicating from the inside out. My mind raced in confusion of what was happening. I yelled as loud as I could, but no one was here to help me and then.... a black silhouette emerged from the shadows. My eyes widened to look for who was standing there.

I gathered all my strength and lifted myself upon my feet. I got up for a few seconds and then crashed back down like a building was collasping. With all my power I had tried to stand up but I couldn't do it. I couldn't do anything. A long sigh left my mouth, I started to breathe slower and slower. I thought it was time, that this was the end. I tried again to stand up. Stumbling around this abanonded place I stood up on my two feet, trying to figure out what was happening and where I was. Standing there with puzzled thoughts going across my mind I looked at the far end of the place I was in. I could see a door that said 'Exit'.  

 With speed like lighting I ran as fast as I could towards that door. But as you read this, its too late. I got shot. My jaws lowered in slow motion as I felt the bullet enter my body as this happened tears trickled down my face. My life has come to an end, it was over. All my life I planned alot of things to do and now I can't complete any of them. With a loud thud I slammed against the floor. I felt the blood slowly trickle out of my body like I was a non-stop flowing river bursting open. As a bell chimes, my ears tingled as I fell to the ground. I shivered I as I didn't know what was going to happen next or who was doing it.

Moving slower than a snail I turned my head from side to side. I could hear a clock ticking, it sounded like a death clock as if it knows when i'm going to die. Tick- tock. I had nothing to say, but lots of questions to ask. I spoke my last words in my head, 'this is it, this is going to be my last breath'. But I wasn't ready to die. What I has said in my mind was meaningless as it couldn't help me from dying. My mind blurred, my vision stopped focusing on my surroundings and my eyes closed. Laying there with my eyes shut I thought I was going to die peacefully with no more pain, but I was wrong. The sound of a chainsaw rang in my head and I screeched as loud as I could when it touched my body. Dying like this is never an option but when there are no options what can you do?

I let out a huge sigh as if I had come back from the dead. I woke up completely sweaty. I was breathing heavily as I couldn't imagine what I had just dreamt about. I started to shiver, my room was completely cold, I got up and shut the window. I was terrified. Why do I keep having these dreams? Was I crazy? I sat there wondering who was trying to kill me? I had so many questions that need answering, but couldn't be answered. I was traumatised.

There were five minutes till 6:00am, so I just got up and took a shower early. As I came out of the shower I realised that there was school today. Will my day get worse or better?

A//N Thank you for everyone who reads my book. If you have any questions please comment down below and I will answer them as soon as possible. <3