Janome

~Chapter 1~

Jade's POV

I had just gotten home from school. It was a long day. I walked through the front door and looked at the clock. 3:30. I let out a loud sigh. I walked up the stairs and into my room, collapsing on my bed. I layed there, closing my eyes. My phone went off on the night stand by the bed. My eyes shot open. I reached over to find that it was my boyfriend. I groaned and answered it.

"Babe?" He asked.
"Yeah?"
"Why didn't you answer my text?"
"I was falling asleep. And I just looked on my notifications. You only texted me like 2 minutes ago."
"So? You should have answered. I was worried. And did you see the all the texts I sent you whi-"
"Sorry, my battery is gonna die soon. I only have..." I quickly thought of a number. "2%. So bye."
"But ba-" I hung up before he could finish. Okay so I may have lied about my battery being at 2% but he is just so... Clingy. He is always texting me and calling me and facetiming me. If I don't reply to his texts fast enough he will call me or keep texting me until I reply. I don't know how much more I can take of this. I was in my own world, thinking about what I should do. My phone went off, snapping me back into reality. It was a message on kik. I looked and saw it was on a group chat I was apart of. The group chat consists of my friends Onome, Devon, and Ashley.

Onome: Hey
Me: Hey
Onome: What's up
Me: Nm. My boyfriend is pissing me off
Onome: How?
Me: Hes just so clingy. He keeps texting me and it's kind of annoying
Onome: What are you going to do?
Me: Idk

I got off my phone and sat on my bed. What am I going to do? I love him. At least I think I do. What if I breakup with him and it turns out to be a mistake? I really need to think this through before I actually do anything. I just wish it didn't have to be so confusing. Or so hard to sort out my feelings. I wish I could just know if I actually love him or not. I continued to text in the group chat with the others. We were all joking around. As I was texting and joking with everyone, I noticed that I got butterflies in my stomach. But only when Onome was typing or if he sent a message. Do I like him? This what I mean when I say I wish I knew my feelings right away. I dated him before, but only for a couple of days. Maybe I have feelings for him again. I locked my phone and stuffed my face into my pillow. I let out a scream. I guess the pillow didn't muffle the sound very well because I heard my sister yell for me to shut up. Just to piss her off I screamed into the pillow again. I layed my head down and looked at the ceiling. Thinking about the past couple days, past weeks even. I eventually felt my eyes getting heavy. My eye lids finally closed and I was left to a dreamless sleep.